sweetpinkk-

2008-07-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

#200. & probably the last one.
visit momohearts@Lj from now on please!
don't mind the weird name.

INTERCLASS! our girls soccer team is awesome! ((: we got into top 4, along with 4G 4L and 4H. cool right. good luck to everyone :D

i wasn't physically there to support, but i was morally supportive all the way! :D btw, mr tan tuigee dumped some food to me during lunch time. there was CURRY FISH HEAD, & CRAB NOODLES OMG, as in REAL crabs can. it was excellent hahaha! called everyone to come and eat it hahaha.

i went home with yi'an and simin. missed them super duper alot ):

oh today was just awesome. despite the fact that i did badly for chinese test (28/50)

to just grab a bag of ruffles and a mag, & walk home amidst the drizzle. to reach home and gobble up half the bag of chips, then fall asleep while the rain is pouring ---- the perfect friday afternoon okay! simin and i did the exact same routine tday :D

2008-07-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

i'm quite sick of posting here :/
i think Lj is nicer.

I am right, I swear i'm right,
Swear I knew it all along.

2008-07-21T20:50:00.004+08:00

phew... the bsp programme is gonna be over soon. i'm kind of relieved. no, VERY relieved in fact. it has robbed me of my freedom, my time, and my money for the past week :/ not that i'm blaming my buddy, she's really nice and i'd be more than happy to help her get around singapore.

but at one point of time we really just couldnt stand it :/ just let me complain abit about this programme please?

-complaint begin-
they think we soooooo free to be a tour guide and bring tourists around shopping and playing, and they didnt exactly explain to our teachers to extend deadlines or something. we have to miss lessons also, i think my math is so gonna die. and there they are YAKKING to us about EOYs approaching real soon and they fix the exchange programme at this time >_<
-complaint end-

on a side note, mrs hong extended our assignment deadline. and i understand that the school has no choice, and we should be a nice host, and we should manage our time properly, blah blah blah. but you can't deny that this is definitely tiring and exhausting.. rawr!

never mind. that aside, the china buddies are quite nice [: let's see, saturday we went to WWW! we were planning to go escape, but as expected the place sucked, many rides were not functioning and the buddies got motion sickness easily, so the nice park manager allowed us to swtich to WWW (: i think everyone had fun :D

the group of us who went on saturday :D
Gaoya or Glada (my buddy), me & simin, Lee Xiang (simin's buddy)

evening went to TM to bring them around to shop. sunday was buddy baby sitting day ): they just dumped their buddies onto me and simin. never mind, anyway we brought them shopping at PP, then brought all of them to my house to watch dvd.

Gaoya, Leexiang and Chenming!!!
CHENMING!!!! AHHH! she's super cute, i'm not joking! D:

they wanted to watch horror genre, so we abondoned them & let them watch Ju-On 2 in my living room. omg i only watched for 5 minutes and freaking alot of scary things come out. anyone wants to watch with me someday? ahha :D

that night they were quite freaked out, so simin's buddy stayed over at my place to accompany my buddy. i think they had alot of fun, plus simin and i could save the energy from entertaining them.

tomorrow last day! please, i'd rather be piled up on homework than to have to walk around so many places in a day and feel so exhausted, and have no time for myself ): but... i guess i'll miss them abit after they're gone? :/

Too many unknowns, too little answers.

2008-07-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

3 math, 2 geog, 3 chinese, assembly, bsp. it was a fine day (:

hmm, zi bi... not really, just that... blah. i'm introverted, afterall.

i don't really know why i went to the playground today, but i just did. the weather was too nice to be stuck at home.

nice picture, no? maybe eerie, or even emo. but i like it cause its just very serene.

imma have a china buddy coming over on wednesday and staying with me for a week. it was such a short notice la! they only told us like TODAY? nevertheless i hope it will be fun :D the girl will be 2 yrs junior. i guess i could practise some chinese language or something..

we're thinking of where to bring them for the weekend. i hope we can go sentosa :DD

anyway during assembly, the song for the video on inner mongolia was just... guailan is the word. HAHA, its one of the hottest hits there. omg la, that song is like so over in singapore. and ms low told us the story of the pencil. i heard before alrdy! here's our version (that we heard from SJ)

PARABLE OF THE PENCIL

The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.

"There are 5 things you need to know," he told the pencil, "Before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be."

"One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand."

"Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil."

"Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make."

"Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside."

"And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write."

The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.

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Now replacing the place of the pencil with you. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best person you can be.

One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in others' hand. And allow other human beings to access you for the many gifts you possess.

Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems in life, but you'll need it to become a stronger person.

Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.

Four: The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside.

Five: On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to do your duties.

(:

just received it, it was the day of cosfest.

2008-07-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

NAT COMP 2008!

Nursing Cadet: 5th place!
Ambulance Cadet: 2nd place!
Nursing Adult: 3rd place!
Ambulance Adult: 3rd place!

alongside best in CPR! best in first aid! :DDD
remember to buy 4D!
each category out of 10 teams. :DDD even though we didnt get champs, this result is already very excellent! and besides, some of the teams send out overage members! super unfair, so champs or not it doesnt really matter.

REALLY happy for the NA & AA! >_< ♥

i was yeo yik sia justin for the day. christine teo for about 1hr. and i was about the only steward that was of staff sgt rank o_o AND i was the only steward that has already passed out. HAHA.

i was happily watching FA (first aid) case when i see audrey chanel kiankok hoyee strolling past the hall, looking & laughing at me, the me who was in full uniform -.- tsk!

while i was there, a few sirs could not resist and had to ask me why my name was justin, and explain what the heck was i doing as a stewardess. damn funny. after i told them they were like OHHHHHHH.

the team i took were quite bubbly! and they were nice too :D their NA team consisted of all yr3s and the number 5 was a yr 2, which made me feel very old there haha. and they keep admiring my rank. ooh yay (: they're a really cute bunch!

2008-07-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

guess where i'd been today?

...

THE SINGAPORE ZOO!
:DD before you jump to any conclusions, i shall just say that we should visit the zoo once in a while rigggght? especially since my last visit there was at least 8 years ago i think!

so today i went with the cousins, got joanne willow jojo & jet (: wl i'm damn exhausted now, walked for almost 5 hours la!

but i got to see alot of animals, so it wasnt a wasted trip. though, the more interesting animals are mostly in videos that are in my phone, tell me if you want me to show you :D now i shall only post some photos!

huge ass alligator o_O
some cute otters! the video is cuter :D
THERE ARE POKEMON IN THE ZOO!!
fine, this is a fake caterpillar that looks like caterpi from pokemon. however you spell it.

the orang utan's hand is THIS big!
the history of teddy bears. (READ)
big python
forgot its name but its green and gross

ANOTHER huge ass alligator, up close.
okay panda signboard (:
a very cool frog which i forgot the name. it can camouflage to look like a leaf, and its eyes look disturbingly like the pearls in bubble tea.

the polar bears and cheetahs were asleep today :/ there were many many other animals like chimpanzees, baboons (that have huge red butts that look like cushions!), giraffes, zebras, hippos, penguins, lions, tigers, parrots, reptiles, horses, meerkats, ostriches, antelopes, rhinos, foxes, fishes and boars!

okay i'm tired.

2008-07-11T16:39:00.011+08:00

omg this weekend, is quite slack. i wish people who are going nat comp all the best! :D & i'll be there to support! (very willingly) cause i'm the steward ahahaha. f.y.i. a steward is some random person every team has to send out in order to spy on other teams during competition / chit chat with the number 5 / make sure they don't cheat or something.

i ventured into your uncle's blog and found this!
guess the songs if you're really free this weekend (:
oh! try not to google the lyrics okay? if not not fun anymore :D tag the answer only if you knew that song without checking :DDD

puimun EIGHT correct!
xunlin ONE correct!
anon FIVE correct!
jason THREE correct!

btw, some of the songs aren't that recent/ well-known.

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line(s) from the first 20 songs that play.
Step 3: Post and let everyone guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.

i think my songs should be quite idiot-proof! anyone knows what the song is you can tag the answer :DDD no prizes for the most correct answers! LOL.

~~1. I got alot to say to you, yeah i got alot say.~~ (Crushcrushcrush - Paramore)

2. I know that you'd be waiting for me, and i'm waiting too.
Touch my body - Mariah Carey

3. Top down, on the strip, lookin in the mirror & i'm checkin out my lipstick.
Anticipating - Britney Spears

~~4. Well you done done me and you bet I felt it~~
(I'm Yours - Jason Mraz)

~~5. Girl, there's something bout me that you ought to know.~~ (Right where you want me - Jesse McCartney)

~~6. Want to but I can't help it, i love the way it feels.~~ (Because of you - Ne-Yo)

~~7. Got you half flippin like fire, come with me let me take you higher~~
(Run the Show - Kat Deluna)

~~8. Seems like just yesterday you were a part of me.~~ (Behind these hazel eyes - Kelly Clarkson)

~~9. Everybody knows that i was such a fool to ever let go of you.~~ (Crawling back to you - Backstreet boys)

~~10. Been through just about everything that I could go through when it comes to relationships~~
I'm Not Missing You - Stacie Orico
HEY, if i typed "Yeaaaah I'm not missing you" as the 1st sentence, then i might as well don't let you all guess the song right!

~~11. I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes up.~~ (S.O.S - Rihanna)

~~12. I just want you close, where you can stay forever.~~ (No one - Alicia Keys)

~~13. No matter what you say about love, i keep coming back for more.~~
(Tattoo - Jordin Sparks)

~~14. This may never start, we could fall apart.~~
(Memory - Sugarcult)

~~15. She said she's no good with words but I'm worse.~~
(Dance Dance - FOB)

~~16. Hey baby girl, i've been watching you all day.~~ (Leavin' - Jesse McCartney)

~~17. Say hello to the girl that I am.~~
(Overprotected - Britney Spears)

~~18. It's been the longest winter without you.~~
(Better in time - Leona Lewis)

~~19. Manic mondays singing you to sleep.~~
(Friday Night - Click Five)

20. Wakin' up to find another day, the moon got lost again last night.
4 in the morning - Gwen Stefani

HAHA, enjoy the weekend dudes :DDD

OKAY! end of this game hahaha, thank you all who participated! so i guess the winner is PMZ? :D the prize: i shall approve of your marriage with orange alloys. LALALA!! BYEBYE!

2008-07-10T23:02:00.001+08:00

i've got no mood to continue studying HAMLET, :/ i hope the test tomorrow will be okay! so anyway recently i've been looping these 2 songs :D

[Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey]
i have the version that was sung by David Cook, thanks to pmz! (: it's a super duper nice song.

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

[Damaged - Danity Kane]
okay honestly i thought this song was quite irritating when i first heard it. HAHA. but after that it became quite nice :D my 8 yr affinity with first aid kits, ha-ha -.- lyrics are a tiny bit corny.

Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
are you patient,
understanding?
Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
I've tried every remedy
And nothing seems to work for me
Baby, (baby)
this situation's is driving me crazy
And I really wanna be your lady
But the one before you left me so

Damaged, damaged
Damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, damaged
So Damaged
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it

P.S. in case you're wondering, i'm not being suggestive or anything here ;D i just like to write down song lyrics on paper! good luck for LA test tomorrow! :D

2008-07-09T22:24:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!

hahaha :D HURRAH for NC 16 movies! :D i think i wanna catch 10 Promises I Made With My Dog or something! heard its good, but a tear-jerker!

i want to thank everyone for making my birthday so enjoy-able (: i'm a happy girl!

thanks to everyone who remembered! whether its an sms, on msn, or by word, i'm really glad all the same :DD its nice to know people around you care (: including those people i thought would forget about me, haha.

and thanks ziyu for the long distance call as well. ;D i hope you can own the other people there in basketball!

thank you candice, audrey, simin and wanyu for the notebook, chocolates, keychain and earring ;D

thank you leesimin and ovidia for the notebook fm artbox ;D

thank you justin for the book, 'Don't go to work on Mondays' :D

thank you amy sis for these artbox steals! :DDD omgosh PANDA. and that is my pencil box, hahaha! the one on the right's called the Never give up panda! (Y) >:O

thank you kiankok for the voodoo doll! :D you foool

thank you besties jiahui & yi'an for the case, and manicure stuffs haha! :D blur pok la you!

thank you vienne jie for the accessories! :D hope you stay pretty and happy!

thank you AA (almost all :) for the keychain from the dotz! :D even though my face looks hilarious HAHA.

thank you xunlin yuesing pmz nicholas and bram for the kakashi shirt! OMG LA!! :D

thank you teng for the cute camera teeshirt :DD its really nice! & it makes me wonder what kind of pictures it can take, LOL (that's what's written on the label)

thank you kaiming and eli for the huge yellow freckled thing by the name of Bobby! (:

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belated gifts! :D
thank you ahpoot for the chocolate tofu! :D i like it alotttt! its very huggable :D
thank you hoyee for the piggy and mahjong tile :P maybe i can start filming piggy's bad day series 2, HAHA! -.- you foool <3!
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thank you ovidia and leesimin for this funny thing which i call siaosiao (cause it looks abit deranged lol!)

thank you yijie, xunlin, yujie, ophilia, elicia and zhenzhou for this mikasa ball! ♥ well i certainly am not the best at volleyball but, someone's gotta bring a ball to the beach right! :DD

i love everyone! :DDDDD

a big THANK YOU again for making me so happy! :D i really appreciate everyone for being so thoughtful (:

rawr! i fell asleep at 9pm on my birthday :/ so 8th July only lasted 15 hours for me. i had chemistry test and chinese test on that same day, plus third language drained me of my energy so i couldnt take it and fell asleep haha!

never mind la! i can still celebrate it +/- one day from 8th July right? haha :D

okay end of birthday post, i'm a lucky girl! i can't think of anything else i could ever want, except you!

You Are A Green Crayon!

Your world is colored in harmonious, peaceful, natural colors.

While some may associate green with money, you are one of the least materialistic people around.

Comfort is important to you. You like to feel as relaxed as possible - and you try to make others feel at ease.

You're very happy with who you are, and it certainly shows!

Your color wheel opposite is red. Every time you feel grounded, a red person does their best to shake you.

What Color Crayon Are You?

i realised green is actually quite a nice color :D

2008-07-06T23:36:00.002+08:00

Cosfest VII 2008!

it was supercool :D my mum had been to this cosfest and i haven't, sounds super wrong right! so i went to take a look, together with xunlin bram nicholas. rawr! thanks xunlin for calling me along. sorry jason who had nat comp briefing >:D

met a few familiar faces, and some dhs yr4s like /th, jiayi, siya, deborah, etc! there were many shops and booths selling cool cool merchandizes but i couldn't find a tsunade necklace anywhere haha. there were quite alot of cosplayers. i think i'll just let the pictures speak.

ripped off from xunlin's camera/blog:

the group of Naruto cosplayers i like the best. because the Naruto is too cute. HAHA.

kage bunshin no justu! :D

Temari & Kankurou. Sorry no Gaara!

Naruto Sasuke and SAI XD

~~stupid Ouran guy spoil the picture.~~

the left one is definitely nicer! he should smile more. Naruto's suppose to be really wacky and crazy and everything :D i can think of a good candidate in our school that can cosplay Naruto, i guess!

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LOL bram and i are so NOT extra okay! hahaha actually we told them we wanted to take group photo for ourselves, then everyone started taking us also -.- that ANBU Kakashi gave us his kunai >_< AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

the group of Naruto ANBU cosplayers without us.

ANBU kakashi, but a tad too skinny and his hair a tad too white!

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*SCREAMS* i want to strangle xunlin!

TADA! he was there again today! :D :D :D

YAY! but he wasn't too ready yet and he hasnt worn his gloves. hahaha & i cannot see his eye. lalalala

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Death Note (:

L & Near

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La Corda or something?

not too sure what this is

Vampire knight with RED eyes

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i had lots lots lots of fun today! :DDDD
LOVES!

here's my little girl :D she's super hyper and wl, she bit a hole in my favorite shirt damnit! okay i don't know how to control her. anyway she'll always be my little monkey! (:

she can sing hokkien songs o_O

2008-07-04T23:04:00.005+08:00

we treated papa to eat seafoood! :D actually not really, AMY paid for it bec she just got her pay. we went to Jumbo @ the indoor stadium there(:

the seafood was nice luh, there was chilli crabs, black pepper crabs, scallops, drunken prawns, sotong, and shark's fin. looool yummy yummy!

another 5 more years papa can get the senior citizen ez link card, you know the purple one.? they ask him to take public transport and let them drive his car, HAHA :D
the young without the old lol
the girls!
the 4 children!
family! :D

2008-07-04T14:23:00.001+08:00

YOUTH DAY 2008 :D

i got an early birthday surprise the moment i got to school. cute cute standard twos ♥ bought me a chocolate cake and sang birthday song for me :D so touched! i thought they forgot me already, hahaha! it was really sweet of you guys so thank you ALL! >_<

& i got another early present, it's from justin (: its a book called Don't Go to Work On Mondays. i'm not supposed to open it till tuesday x) & i didn't open it! i can wait haha :D

the morning was spent in the canteen with some 4D and some SJ peeps, playing games and talking. the naruto psp game looks super duper fun! hahaha. but when it was my turn to play, the battery died, wl!! -.- ck hasn't beaten my quadrapop high score either!

finally the concert started and it was AWESOME! :D :D :D seriously. particularly the trio hip hop dancers from , the M.O.M crew and band, and the 4G dance (: it was superrrrb really. i enjoyed myself (:

the day ended quite abruptly, went gmm to eat with simin xl and AA team (:x) & here i am back home.

HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY PAPA! :D
so old already lor, hit the fifty mark!
may he stay youthful, healthy and funny always!
HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY? (what a chore!)

2008-07-03T22:30:00.004+08:00

congratulations as you have survived from week 2 of the term! but you will be disappointed to note that there is more to come! don't, even for a second, rejoice because of the youth day holiday.

next week, week 3, will be even more shittier and it comes with a weekend full of chinese & math homework to prevent you from studying for chemistry. grrr.

highs and lows :/

anyway. WE HAVE MATH POP QUIZ & CHEM TEST ON 8TH JULY!

mark that date down in your student handbooks! save a calendar note in your phone! stick a post-it on the damn refrigerator! its a super duper special day no? you guys can't forget IT now because i have subconsciously, UNintentionally reminded you of IT..!! haha :DDD

It's like my heart stuffed down My throat and it's choKING me,
cuz there's so much i can't say.
At least not yet.

2008-06-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

had dinner at this chinese restaurant just now. most of the foods was spicy! anyway there were many many pictures of this man hung around the restaurant, so i was asking: is that Hu Jin Tao? then everyone was like NOOOOO!!? the name of that guy slipped my mind.. Chen.. Ma.. Ma.. MAO ZHU XI! then my dad ask me, mao what? then i remembered mao tze dong! LOL. everyone look at me i stressed ma..

then the food came, my brother took a bite and said, hmm this chicken not bad. then my dad was like 你比她更惨！猪肉和鸡肉都分不清！for the benefit of those who don't understand mandarin, my brother thought the pork was chicken. HAHA!!

you know what, every dish there had a layer of OIL you know. its like o.o super oily. chinese dishes are supposed to be like that. only the seaweed soup is not so oily. my brother doesnt eat veggies, he say seaweed enough alrdy. seaweed is vegetable meh?

& i seriously think papa is the most most most hilariously funny person i know!! he bought this 'TOY' for 5 bucks. he bought TWO of it. its just a guailan mouse with super thin nylon string tied around the head. he said that person could make the mouse kneel down, run, stand up and everything, so he bought it! he thought it was voice controlled. omgz right?! and the mouse looks so fugly somemore!

we were in the car laughing like madddd! then my bro was like: aiyo 小孩子都知道啦！惨了，你以后老了一定会被骗, hahaa. he could have given me the 10 bucks >:)

i went to research on verterinary courses. sadly, they don't have it in singapore ): i probably have to go to austrailia and study for 5 years. and its costs about 30k a year! D: i really really hope i can get a scholarship :/ :/ damn worried about the future >_<

2008-06-28T16:07:00.006+08:00

today was quite scrwed, as in uniform wise.

i was wearing a name tag that wrote: Wong Si Han ;D & i was wearing audrey's hair net. soorrrry for the trouble aud ;) nobody noticed my name tag, except my squadmates la. & you could already guess the guys' reactions, HAHA. xunlin was wearing her dad's dull green socks!!

went up to the hall for the ceremony. then they were like: exactly TWO years ago, at that EXACT spot, kokswee was wearing his mother's pants for jnco training course okay, LOLOLOL. i could remember getting stressed to tears being i/c hahaha! stupidity :/

we walked t bugis after that to have lunch! i'm a happy girl today! oh we met like eli, aud, tienleng yiwei and ashley. & i thought i'd like to show my new phone! :D

front view, K660i. it's not very excellent, neither cybershot nor walkman phone, but i don't really mind. the colors are nice! the white & green one also very chio.

back view! spammed with stuff. i hope its not too elaborate :x

bought a pouch like finally. & the Benny-Bears! :DDDD

my chief commy on top of the non-existent cannot-be-found name tag, oh nos ):

OH, we were at kino reading this 'Book of Insults' and there was a lot of Yo mama's jokes inside HAHA!! from waht i can remember:

Yo mama's so fat that wherever i look, she's there!
Yo mama's so fat that when you climb onto her shoulders, your ears go POP!
Yo mama's so fat that when she stepped on the weighing scale, it read "To be continued..."
Yo mama's so fat that it takes 2 months to download her picture.
Yo mama's so ugly that when she went to a haunted house, they hired her!
Yo mama's so flat chested that she's jealous of walls.
Yo mama's so old that she farts out dust.
Yo mama's so old that when i told her to act her age, she dropped dead!
Yo mama's so old that when she watched jurassic park, it brought back memories.

LOL, :DDDDDD

2008-06-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

i told myself i wouldn't switch on the computer during weekdays.

but i realised it was somehow unrealistic, so i told myself i would switch on the computer only 3 weekdays a week. :D i think i can do it! i must. unless i have important stuff to do on the comp.

so i guess i will not be using the computer on third lang days. i'd be too tired to anyway!

i love Ono sensei! she extended ashley's homework deadline till tmr, and my homework deadline till next tuesday! >.< i can't thank her enough. i don't know why she gave me more time though?

i went all the way to hougang today, looool.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

2008-06-23T23:51:00.005+08:00

okay. so i guess i pulled through the first day of school, albeit looking like a zombie and falling asleep during geography lesson hahaha.

i'm so proud of myself okay! i slept at 3plus just to finish all the important homework, which left me with ace and chem thats not due today. thank goodness :D i know i should have completed earlier, like i had 30 days to complete it, but i just like to do it last minute can? lol.

the scolionophobic dreads school :/

looking fwd to saturday to just chill at the pool :D

oh wait there's ccb ceremony. no i am not being vulgar here, ccb as in chief commisioner's badge, hahaha. not funny. BYEBYE

Can you tell me his name? (:

2008-06-22T18:46:00.004+08:00

omfg! i cannot believe we are starting school tomorrow already. it's so soon!

i can't help but think my holidays were not that well spent.. :/ sigh i dont know, it didnt feel too fulfilling.

but too bad people it's going to be OVER in about 5 hours (you only need one hand to count it!) make use of it while you can. for example, to chiong homework!

*chemistry paper
*math assignment
*chinese paper (left summary)
*jian bao
*sihan
*chemistry newspaper article
*ACE homework
*jap essay
*jap book review
*jap newspaper article

okay fine... so i didnt do much homework. especially all the chinese ones which is the dumbest thing to do. do you even KNOW how she will react?!! & seriously, who cares about jap :/

last note: hope everyone is doing fine... finishing up the last bit of their homework... hope i can stop digressing and procrastinating... everyone 'try' to sleep early and rest well because there's more to come for the next gruelling term... GO YR 4s WE CAN DO IT :D

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going!

2008-06-22T18:02:00.001+08:00

001. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
sister!

002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
err not really?

003. What happened at 10.00am today?
was sleeping. LOL :D

005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
yuck! i dislike peanut butter

006. What do you want in your life right now?
holiday homework magically done

007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
trusty PINK doggy umbrella, though its only big enough to shelter my head but its good enough, LOL

008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
2 bolsters, big thick blanket, and a few soft toys

009. What bottom are you wearing now?
fbts

010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
you got to define 'nice' (:

011. One happy thing today
to be able to play with kiko!

012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
erm... my sister's shirt haha

013. What was the last movie you caught?
don't box me, i think its The Orphanage :X which was kind of, 3 months ago, LOL

014. What are you proud of?
MYSELF

015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
"hey, you want to go together tmr?"

016. What was the last song you sang out loud?
a nice nice song

017. Do you have any nicknames?
malay... bangala... ah ong... anyone wants to add? ;)

018. What does your last received text message say?
"Haha. Jiayou. Can do it one. Like me! Heh. Yah must stop talking it's distracting. Lol. xD"

019. What time did you go to bed last night?
2 plus am

020. Are you currently happy?
not overjoyed but not unhappy

021. Who gives you best advice?
i dont know? advice hardly works cause i'm one damn fickle of a person

022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
noooo.

023. Who did you talk on phone last night?
nobody o.o

024. Is anything bugging you right now?
EOYS. HAHA.

025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
spongebob!!

026. Do you wear toe socks?
no

027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
91999596 (i lost my contacts so idk who it is. anyone can tell me?)

028. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
guess so...

029. What annoys you most in a person?
too straightforward

030. Do you have a crush on anyone?
not presently

031. Have you ever done cocaine?
erm -.-

032. What is the colour of your room?
white and boring

033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
do you mean i have to pay a billion dollars or do i get a billion for killing?

034. Do you believed in the saying "talk in cheap"?
o.O

035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
me..?

036. Who was the last person to hug you?
i think it was during POP, i can't rmb who

037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
no

038. Do you have a life?
well yes i'm alive, but if you mean 'life' in the other context then NO.

039. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
SURE, in dreams

040. What is the reason behind your blog song?
felt like it (:

041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
can't remember!

042. Last time you smiled?
???

043. Have you changed this year?
hmm... nope i'm still me

044. What are you listening to right now?
虽然我愿意 some chnl 8 drama OST

045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
no

046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
..... open (:

047. Is there a quote you live by?
It can't be that bad

048. Do you want someone you can't have?
i dont know :D

049. Have you ever played an instrument?
recorder, ang klung... LOL

050. What was the worst idea you've had in a week?
no idea

052. Are you happy with your love life right now?
not really (:

053. What song describes your love life?
知道.

054. Does the person know that you like him/her?
LOL

055. Who always make you laughs?
funny cartoons, funny friends...

056. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese, japanese

057. Are you blonde?
LOL NO

058. What your middle name?
mei xiang. isit?

059. What are you doing tomorrow?
SCHOOL, OMG

060. What do you think you are like?
a human :/

061. Who will you choose to die with?
my friends

062.Where have you been today?
home

063. What game do you play often?
maybe mahjong? HAHA

064. Who are you missing right now?
everyoneee

065. If you've to choose between friends & love, who will you choose?
they are subsets of one another.

066. What are you doing right now?
the quiz?

067. Which primary school are you from?
temasek pri!

068. Name 3 colours that you like.
black, white, pink, blue, green, orange. HAHA

069. What emotion you like to show?
:D

070. What is life to you?
i can't explain it

071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
sleep it off

072. Who did you last chat in msn today?
yujie

073. Who do you admire the most?
dunno leh...

074. Which month are you born in?
JULY >:)

075. How are you feeling right now?
i wake up in the mornng & i dont know who i am, i am sian... sian...

076. What is the time now?
9.25pm O_O

077. Where are you now?
My room

078. What colour did you use to dye hair?
never did

079. Why are you doing this test?
i need to slack

080. What do you do when you're moody?
isolate myself

081. At which age you wish to get marry?
24 :D

082. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
:D

083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
no

084. Who is the person you trust the most?
my dog, haha

086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
that doesn't happen

087. What is your goal for this year?
like get a subject combi that i want & join a nice cca!

088. Do you believe in eternity love?
i hope i can?

089. What feeling do you love most?
the feeling of laughing like nobody's business!

090. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
OBVLY

091. What feeling you hate the most?
disappointing someone

092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
YEAH

093. Do you believe in God?
no

094. Who cares for you the most?
people around me :D

095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
not giving up, staying happy

096. What'll you bring when you fight?
first aid kit, LOL

097. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
many things

098. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
die

099. What if your stead two-timed you?
shred into a million pieces and evaporate into the air

100. DO YOU HATE THIS SURVEY?
IT MADE ME SLACK. SEE LAH! ITS EVIL...

i wonder if any of you bothered to read all 100 answers haha.
it's 9.30 pm

;/

2008-06-18T23:21:00.005+08:00

MONDAY
CIP part one at Ju Eng nursing home for the elderly. hmm, it wasn't quite what i expected.. the elderly there were all wheel chair bound. the atmosphere was... tense. so first thing we had to do was interact with them, which was quite hard because of language barriers, and most of them looked kinda hostile :/

picture this: a big canteen with square tables, each table with around 5 old people, all staring in to space, NOT talking to one another, just waiting for their meals. and this cycle repeats itself EVERYDAY, at least TWICE a day.

their schedule for every single day never changes. wake up - shower - wait for early lunch - nap - wait for dinner - activity - sleep. and hardly anyone talks to them. they're just. waiting for something.

after this visit, i felt like i didn't want to end up in an old folk's home, and i wouldn't let my parents either. but maybe this home is different from other homes, cause its a ciriteria to be wheelchair bound and inactive and all to be able to enter the home.

feeding time, i was helping an old lady eat. she was blind, and was eating very slowly. she was the last one to finish her porridge (which doesnt look the least appetising, trust me) & in the end the nurse was like stuffin the porridge into her mouth asking her to eat faster and everything, push her face abit to call her to wake up.

she feed until all over her mouth & nose got the porridge.. it was very harsh! i was on the verge of tears after seeing that. wouldn't you be? it wasn't a very nice experience to go there and not be able to help much..

after that we went to have roti prata at jalan kayu, cause the home was just nearby. it was very very yummy (: just like the time we went there to have it during bike hike. so i took bus then mrt home.

btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOYEE! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENZHOU! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HILDA! ;D

TODAY
CIP part two. today we gave out more stuff to eat like raisins and sweets. some of them recognised us! so we performed our songs, but it was kind of 冷场... HAHA. but some were banging the tables, one of them screamed, and at least they turned to look at us. hahaha erm yeah they don't have the ability to clap and scream but i think they appreciated the performance anyway xD

so today i interacted more.. hoyee jason and i were chatting with one middle aged guy called John Ee. he speaks english and hokkien, so he was saying the tv always show chinese channels, we asked him how he got injured and he said the 'rascal' attacked him in his sleep.. we asked him to sing and he said,"i can't" hahaha. everything we asked him he say"i can't".

it was really nice talking to him. he asked me if i went swimming often, and said maybe my mum drank wrong medicine when she was pregnant ahaha! he can only look straight, his neck, arms and legs cannot move.

feeding time, i fed the same old lady again! :D today was better and she finished most of her porridge, that was quite watery. thank goodness i stopped feeding, and the nurse also didnt force the rest down on her. i feel quite sad.. i want to ask her what's wrong, how is life in the home... i think i would have felt happier if i knew what she was feeling.

so i guess this is the end of cip. maybe i can come back to visit after exams? yup.

went to compasspoint & ate yoshinoya. haha they had this funny student meal things, i like the brownie and the drink. and actually the food too lol :D km, next time eat chicken terriyaki better! jason and kiankok need to shave. hoyee and i have facial hair omgz x)

it was pouring when i got to kembangan ): and i had no umbrella, so i ran home in the rain. ahaha it was quite funny, but i guess i'd liked to do it at least once :D now that i know what it feels like, i think next time ill just wait for the rain to stop. lol...

You are twilight.

Your exact moment of the day is always changing, because the sun never sets at exactly the same time. You are the romantic moments just after sunset when it's still light enough to see your way around outside, and the sky is a blend of reds, pinks, purples, and blues.

At this time of day, the light has a special way of making even rundown buildings looks like works of art. You're like that, too ? you're always finding beauty and magic in unexpected places. Not only will you wish on the first star you see, somewhere inside, you actually expect that wish to come true.

my result is quite weird.

Bye bye & the visit to the folk's home reminds me of my grandmother :/

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together;

2008-06-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

today's study group was not bad!

though, i had used up lots of tissue and grossed everyone out with blood and everything, hahaha. we slacked half the time today! IQ quizzes, Klay world (some of the episodes are hilariously funny), truth or dare, SLACK! but i did do some work, SOME.. i was feeling quite sleepy :/

hmm, i see that my classmates actually like the kind of bonds between me & my squadmates. it's such a nice feeling, and it's nice to know that we have it (: like xunlin said, we behave differently when we're with different groups of people i guess. whatever it is i'm happy the two groups blend and don't clash :D

students present today: xunlin me yuesing pmz nicho zz weicheng jason kokswee.!

i think i barely spoken 10 sentences with weicheng today -_-

nicholas and i overslept, just like we said we would LOL. but i managed to reach the same time as yuesing cause she 1) took the wrong bus, 2) slept on the bus 3) overshot & went all the way to mountbatten! LOL, so nicholas arrived the latest today.

and thankfully me & nic finished our BSP survey! HAHA, we almost wanted to put it off. and we impromptu-ly changed our topic, seriously hahaha.

4D peeps except xunlin went to PP for dinner! pmz had to leave aft barely 5 mins.. met alot of people at parkway including that kwek! so we just talked and ate and stuff, and went home. nicholas helped me to chase after the bus 15 >.< thanks alot ah :DDD

awww tomorrow's class outing is cancelled :// but i have CIP anyway, and i'm quite scared of going to the beach so often cause i'm afraid i will get burnt and sick again.

today was... not bad (:

2008-06-15T01:10:00.002+08:00

the cousins have been staying over at my place :D most of them went home already, today only steph is left here!

i've recovered from the flu :D thanks everyone for your concerns! hahaha. but now i keep nosebleeding. rawr!

for the whole of today i've been working on my blogshop. looool >.< it's to sell my dajie's stuff, namingly all the clothes and stuff that she has TONS piled up, hahaha. hmm i hope it'll work out! but it's not complete yet. when it's done i'll tell you, must support okay :D

2008-06-12T03:07:00.003+08:00

the wonders of my birthdate:

08 - 07 - 92

[(9x2) - 2] / 2 = 08
9 - 2 = 07
77 + 7 + 8 = 92

sigh. this is what you get after lying sick in bed for the whole day :/ i'm so so so bored and there's nobody to talk to! i was even reduced to doing my nails x_x

i need to get a phone soon. but the person who's responsible (oh should i even use that word) for losing my phone never contact me at all @_@ count myself unlucky

okay i just wanted to say that i feel better, left with headaches to tackle, but and so i can't get to sleep!

2008-06-11T18:11:00.004+08:00

study group today was fun! :D it was a mix of squadmate & classmate group.
pmz yuesing zz: classmate
jason kokswee: squadmate
xunlin: classmate. ...AND squadmate! :D

completed almost half of my math assignment. goody goody(: i shall have my chinese paper and math assignment finished by the end of next study session!

omg i forgot to mention, err i had to walk a distance of FOUR bus stops before getting to xunlin's house. bec i stopped at VEE JAY instead of victoria school, -.-

X ______ X ______ X

i got off the bus at the green X, walked towards the red X but there was no sign of xunlin's house so i thought smth was amiss; gave xunlin a call and she ask me to walk back cos she thought i overshot, so i walked back to the green X, but realised omfg its VJ?! so i walked all the way back to the red X then to the blue X i.e. her house! *applaud* -.-

xunxiu was laughing in the face of the computer screen like yuesing's business, lunch was cooked my xunlin's maid. nice noodles :D blasted music and did homework. searched for kokswee's missing pen. reminisced the good old episodes of spongebob.

patrick: it may be stupid, but its also dumb.
*
spongebob: who would neeeever hate me no matter what i do..?
(knocks on the door) .... squidward..!! squidward!!
*
patrick: we are NOT chicken!
(drops popcorn) my popcorn!
(pecks like a chicken)

stopped work at 4pm and headed for parkway!

had mos for tea / lunner / dunch. omg i've eaten mos for at least 4 times the past week! walked around.. watched mr. bean's holiday, but he's really stupid and funny! LOL.

its 6/11 and its 6.11pm!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUTSE! :DD

2008-06-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

backkk! past few days i've been staying over at joanne's place :D

yesterday was sentosa with cousins! very fun :DD but i'm chaotah and down with flu. the heat of the sun got into my head haha. face felt like rubber cause didn't put on any lotion or something. but heck!

we played frisbee!!! i forgot to remind them to bring ball, but frisbee was fun any way. had a small picnic. played in the waters etc. made friends with a group of guys. cause they borrowed our frisb and ended up playing together. but the friendship ended with a wave goodbye only haha. one of the guys there is called ah ong, but isnt that ME? damn funny XD

jet and ken met alot of their friends, but none of which familiar to me. maybe i don't have that many friends? either that, or my friends don't go to the beach, haha (:

parents went overseas. sigh, time for me to do the chores. like every single thing can. even watering the plants, looool. who wants to help me with housework, $0 for an hour!!

i thought there was gna be a typhoon/hurricane/cyclone when i heard the wind howling, dogs snapping and stuff dropping everywhere hitting against my glass door. but it was just the premath of a heavy rainstorm ard my neighborhood. ohwell, i guess those dramatic thingums won't be happening in singapore anytime soon.

recently i've also thought about doomsday. and afterlife. you think we have a spirit? imagine you just got beheaded. rawr okay i dont know where this is going.

i've got STUDY group tomorrow. lol

2008-06-06T19:33:00.002+08:00

THURSDAY
was sakae sisters outing! :D only that... hmm, it wasn't at sakae this time, and simin was there to join us too! heh heh! we went to Astons to eat (: the food veh nice, i like the fries especially!

after that went parkway walkwalk, then accompany simin take passport photo.. etc :D it was good to catch up with bestie, i haven't really seen her for a long time. & just talk and talk with everyone! hahaha (: and interrogate a certain someone who has been keeping secrets from us for a longlong time.. >:)

FRIDAY
which is today! it's a study group day (: students present today were: pmz, xunlin, zhenzhou, jason :D

kind of overslept, but was only late for 1 hour! so we just did chemistry first. omg i think my chemistry really can't make it! thank goodness i called jason otherwise we got nobody to ask chemistry haha. blah... it should be okay to go take chem in yr5 since we have to RE-learn all the concepts right? .... :D

almost gave up and wanted to do chinese, but did math instead. the differentiation topic. it was a little confusing, nevertheless demoralising, so i think i'll do it another day.. after about 5 hours of working + lunch + playing with phone & music + eating ice cream, we decided to stop

i think zhenzhou had other plans, so i dragged xunlin pmz & jason to go shopping with me. lol! sorry luh!! i need to get a birthday present for my sister (: went to citylink mall NUM, but couldnt find any nice flipflops. don't mind me, but i think they were all quite ugly!

so went off to J8 and saw ripples! flipflops :DDD super super nice. but i couldn't decide which to buy for her so i took pictures so that can consult her for her choice. in the end i bought a pair for myself, haha! my fake birkenstocks wooohoo.

went to yoshinoya for dinner. to be exact, i was eating myself, i mean they were watching me eat la. only xunlin couldn't resist temptation and bought onigiri to eat. so i guess the whole day i was just dragging them with me haha.

special thanks to jason xunlin pmz! sorry i dragged you guys with me and thank you so much at the same time :DD had fun today!

something quite cool, my zebra ring matched with my clothes today! hahahaha. i was all BLUE and turqoise. byebye so tired from all the walking,

2008-06-02T14:18:00.005+08:00

well.. i went around visiting blogs and i see that no one has really blogged about POP yet. but i'll just start anyway, though i dont really know what to say.

i shall begin with ALC then!

the camp was quite fun, though it kind of drained all the energy out of the std4s hahaha. not to worry we were still very high! i really love Benedictus, we have lots of fun during meal times playing the banana game and give me tempo game.. (:

i was kind of frus cause i kept having to remind them to stop dragging their shoes, until i took the drastic measure of enforcing a drag shoe i/c. but even after that she still drags her shoes T_T a bit sad but, sigh, dont want to ruin the mood of ALC..

so i handed over to glada! i believe she can do it! :DD i think the house will like her alot heh heh! thank you glada and the std 3s for giving us the lovely cupcakes with cute cute animals and stuff on top (chosen by GLADA!) :D i got the cute zebra LOL, i'll cherish it alot, will wear it when i go outtttt! and it was really nice of you guys to give us that board and all those messages!

then came day 2, passing out parade. the weather wasn't being too kind to us ): almost had to have the parade in the hall but thankfully the rain lightened. so we rushed off to start the parade in the parade square, but it started raining again haha. but heck, we just went ahead with it. it doesnt matter that our parade was kind of screwed...!

congrats to all the SGTs, SSGTs, and C/Ls! :DDDDD woohoo i'm a staff. i was afraid i woudnt pass cause my interview a bit screwed hahaha,

reached the end, cheeeeered the last time like we were having PT, took pictures, threw our berets in the air, cried like crazy. yeaaaah it was really touching. hugged around, and had to change out into dry clothes.

DINNER! our table was super cool, the std3s put wine glasses with chocolates and scrolls and flowers inside ((: did out last food cheer as a squad! the dinner was really good, dedicated songs and stuff.

social night! std1s did a skit :D std2s & std3s did a dance :D std4s did our dance!!! :DDD yay yay yay. i hope someone video-ed our performance :X btw the magic wand door gift was coool :D

went around with our SMCs and played games with the std2s, and played the video we made for them. it was so nice to see them cry (oops, i mean it was nice to see how they actually cared for us) :D yeah, i hope they won't forget us!

std2s gave us a cute biography of each of them. some of which were quite funny! XD and gave us LEAVE APPS, i seriously LOL-ed...! mine was a Leave of Absence as of 31052008 due to me having to look for the lost art of Naruto ;D tsktsktsk, during training ask them submit leave apps to us they always drag and drag, NOW they actually make leave apps for us, what IRONY.

next we went on to take pictures with our old instructors. before our parade, when i saw sir kk and dickson come, i just started tearing like crazy with wanyu! LOL. i don't know why, but it feels really good to see them back there. plus xinying & tiffany's batch of instructors!

went back in and got our souvenirs, which was really really cool. the file with all the pictures & notes and spray paint (: played my video for the squad. hmm i think some cried, but it was really meant to be a funny video haha :D

then we were talking and talking and i started getting sleepy. the last thing i saw before i went to sleep was kokswee playing chicken invaders on my comp LOL! the LT was super cold.. not a good night's sleep, but oh well!

the next day was when everything kind of sank in.. sir ww mdm xy talked to us, made us cry alot.. something about, the std4s won't be there anymore.. took corp photo and benny photo!

then went off in our SMCs.

we talked more to the std2s, the SMC1'07 instructors came back and talked too. we carried daniel around and they carried kaiming around! eli was talking to us and couldnt help but start to cry, haha (: damn cute.

by the way, i lost my phone? ah i shall not talk about it. super lazy to retype everything cause my post got deleted D: after that we went to sing post, had lunch, and started auto-graphing one another's papers :DDD hahaah we stayed there for very very long, at least 3 or 4 hrs i think?

to standard fours 2008:
i don't really know what to say now. but i guess i've already expressed my thanks in the notes, in the autographs, and in the video.. thank you for staying on in this squad all these 4 long years, always encouraging me and, it was really good to work with everyone especially SMC2'08! i won't forget anyone of you :D let's stay happy and stay strong, cause we are THE std4s'08! :D

there's still a long long way to go!
i will always be here if you need me, the dark chocolate that'll cheer you up when you're down!
werock! :D

----:
i was reading all the notes, letters, and emails, when emotions started stirring. hmm, well, i suppose everything has to come to an end, and people cry at endings.

we cry at happy/sad endings during a movie or drama,
we cry at funerals at the loss of a loved one,
we cry when we break up with an SO (significant other),
we cry at graduation parties,

yes. and all those had to happen. i was eating chanel's chocolate & it was awesome! so i walked out to buy chocolate, then i was wishing i could call simin but my handphone was GONE -.-

plan for june: i will print out all the emails from yi'an, justin, jason, kokswee, simin, candice, and develop many many photos and keep it in an album named std4s'08. :D

2008-05-26T17:35:00.000+08:00

parade rehearsals and more parade rehearsals......
damn, POP is seriously.

HERE.

its in 4 days. its too soon, suddenly. i'd been looking forward to it all my SJ life, but now its kind of too near T_T but what's gotta come's gotta come. or go... so i just hope 4 years of friendship and bonds will stay strong even after POP :D

not really planning to sign on. cause i'm not ver interested in the stuff... yeah. canoeing as a CCA sounds like not bad an idea! but just don't know if the school will allow for this canoeing club thing cause ODAC does some canoeing. i want PURE canoeing!!

but ya, haven't decided on anything much really. not even the subject combi. darnz i hate making decisions. sometimes.?

anyway i feel frus these days cause i keep contradicting myself. whatever.

2008-05-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

chinese painting's getting harder and harder! don't think painting 山水very easy hor, it actually requires some skill! LOL. do wrong then must redo the whole thing.

DAY ONE ELECTIVE

award winning painting! LOL just kidding

i think our first painting was the best one. subsequent ones are like, uglier and uglier LOL....

signature, lol.
before it was colored
me & puimun's work!

my whole family is doubting my artistic talent! HAHA. they all don't believe i actually painted that. eeeeewwww XD i believe any one can paint something like that if you go kang lao shi's class, hahaha :D

2008-05-19T23:50:00.002+08:00

present buying for ziyu at bugis in the evening. argh it was so damn good to catch up with those 2i people! (: talking about funny stuff and whatnots. we had dinner at mos, we bought a black cardigan for ziyu that looked very ziyu. signed inside it with golden marker :D

headed for airport terminal 3 around 7. saw him and it was pretty 感动 :/ when ziyu walked toward us, everybody lined up in 3 rows and bowed & greeted to him hahaha. anyway ryan bestowed his gift on ziyu and put on the necklace for him. AND the ring with his name carved in it!

ryan: i give you 2 years to think about it. if you dont reply me i'm never gonna talk to you.

*finds out about ziyu's girlfriend*
ryan: *glares* ... hmmp *stomps off*

hahahaha! crazy as ever -.- we were getting high searching for a certain somebody XD

she will~~~ BEEEE LOVEDD (:

candy empire gummy bears, rubix cubes, ez link cards, moonwalks, ...

& thus, we bade farewell. took group photos

the song Kiss Goodbye by Leehom was playing on my mp3 on the train, then i started tearing :/ i may not be his closest friend, but arrrgh its just really saddening to see a friend leave.

his face just kept flashing in my mind whenever i recall the hug, and when ronghui called him on the phone and ziyu's replies:
有，有收到
啊，不会忘记你的
我等下再打给你，不要这么早睡. T_T

SAD ): never mind. i mean all this is just temporary. i wish ziyu all the best in florida! don't forget about us!!! 子玉，加油！

enough,
tomorrow is officially my death anniversary. cause i'm getting back my jap CA, omfg! come on yixiang, if you do better than me you better treat me drinks. or best, ASHLEY shall treat us drinks! :D

byebye, chinese painting rocks.

2008-05-19T00:45:00.001+08:00

therefore i conclude most of my visitors are YEAR 4! hmm. okay but actually that's quite obvious.

anyway, LEVEL CAMP POST shall be put off until i get the photos. so for now its...

SLEEPOVER!!! the biology people are here to sleepover at my house today. yet again :D we completed our bio project, YAY!

currently they are watching horror movie, but i dont want to watch X) don't want to remind myself of all the scary things, so i'm here to post!

the four biology girls from 4D (:
me and ashley. i am like.. DARK.
TAMADE I THREW THE WRONG MAHJONG TILE!!! we as usual always slack before starting work, so we were playing mahjong on 3 laptops on viwawa, HAHA!
lovely toasted nuggets and lovely spaghetti cooked by my lovely mum :D
gina getting freaked out by kiko. DAMN FUNNY.
tea break! sunkist oranges + custard apples
okay just being lame (:
DINNER: PIZZAHUT YAY :D :D

after completing bio project, we started SPAMMING PHOTOS. using gina's laptop. warning: we took exactly 101 photos so if you want to see then scroll down if not go away!

yay us!
quite an artistic yet scary picture.

mirror images
we heart us :D
kind of... angelic HA
blow bubbles! poor miss neo her face is blocked!

yes i look kind of eccentric

WENFANG THE FATSO
polaroid :D

its christmas!

a stern picture. they said i look the creepiest!
a more jovial one!
walao eh wenfang... go on a diet man!
omfg im half obese

wenzi looks like a platypus/sloth, and i look like some weird poke. I KNOW miss an feng yun! the bsp teacher! omg hahaha. but HEY! i got 2 dimples NIAHAHA!

zhenmei looks like some creepy paper doll, and gina looks really nerdy. LOL
we all agree this looks REALLY like one of the scouts in our school. don't know which one hahaha!
MRS HONG! wenzi's head on ashley's body!
classic face
"WHOO I'M PREGNANT!"
omg FREDDY!
ashley the robot!
in an attempt to take a 古代 picture , zm and i tied our hair really high! pardon me if i look dumb T_T
zm looks really oriental, i look ... -.-
YAY SLEEPOVERS ARE FUN :D

i'm so sleepy. BYE!

2008-05-17T22:55:00.003+08:00

S.H.E - 爱来过

我看不开也放不开
因为我曾见过爱情真的盛开
我要等待一直等待
等那一个夜晚从回忆回來

当你拥抱着我那一瞬间我像飞到空中
而当我缓缓坠落
我不再是我
我有了梦我在梦中

爱来过来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠輾过
连遗憾也都不争气的珍惜成笑容

爱来过让我完整过幸福过
怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来爱我

寂寞喧哗我不害怕
因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大会容得下
我这小小傻傻頑固的信仰

你有沒有过承诺我已忘了
那已不重要了
反正我都会守候在梦中守候
我最唯一最美的夢

如果需要动用奇迹來召唤回你
就让眼泪蒸发下成雪花
和我一起在中被融化

:D

2008-05-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY
second last routine training ): as usual i shall kup from another place, credits to AUDREY! :D

okay xunlin and i look kindof gay. this is funny. you must be wondering why we two look so ecstatic while those behind us are ~~suffering~~ well... enjoying quality time with their squadmates!

good old 'connecting shoulders and run' (:

a good 200 circuit pumpings at one go! instructors followed suit. we had less people leh! but i didn't contribute the most pumpings hahaha

standard twos woosh! together as one! bubble tea squad! (thats wanyu, audrey, eli, me, xunlin! i can tell by the hair haha :D)

and look at their full strength squad photo! 16/16! cute or what! (:

group photo! some instructors missing! & sir tienleng wanted to be in the photo too! HAHA :D

the mrt ride home was... hmm. HECTIC? hahaha.

SATURDAY
went to PARKWAY with simin, simin, justin and jason! :D we were there to buy camp stuff and mother's day presents. simin & i boarded the same bus as justin! and jason was the latest! haha

okay. just kept walking and walking and talking and buying. i can't remember much of what happened but i just felt super tired after so much shopping.

SUNDAY
today is mother's day. nothing special, just ordered pizzas to eat for dinner.

my room got a mini makeover + cleanup. rawr super tired now, after packing my room. i got some new furniture, but somehow they look abit out of place. whatever, at least the room looks cleaner and neater now ;D

going for camp for 5 days. BYE!

ooh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIANKOK! :D

2008-05-08T21:43:00.004+08:00

i'm super happy today!

even though jap exam was super difficult. the most difficult i've ever encountered, even the pros were flustered lah. its even giving me second thoughts about taking H2 jap. yuppy. i figured jap isn't as simple as last time ): this time's exam was a KILLER. i think i might just fail.

so depressing. but it shall not dampen too much of my mood! tomorrow is probably the last day of official lessons, and after that is 6weeks TEST-FREE! :D & there's level camp & electives to look fwd to, WHOO! life is good.

say. i got A for geog, what the heck hahaha. a B and a C for math. maybe biology i'll get D and LA i'll get E and i'll get F for chemistry, hmm, makes sense...

I'M OFFICIALLY 167 CM, :DDD
i shall stretch moooore. hopefully i'll reach 170! HA!

i got this from.. karmen's blog? if i'm not wrong :D

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
He Said She Said- Ashley Tisdale
(okay....)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Vacation - Simple Plan
(HEY this is so fitting hahaha i'm laid-black, tsumari SLACK)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
当我们宅一块 - Show Luo
(reminds me of mass dance!)

4. How do you feel today?
庆祝 - Rainie Yang
(what, celebrate the failure of jap exam, yay)

5. What is your life's purpose?
Gimme More - Britney Spears
(o_o? sure, when life gets mundane, please give me more)

6. What is your motto?
All Star - Smash Mouth
("so much to do, so much to see, so what's wrong with taking the backseat?")

7. What do your friends think of you?
Yayayayaya (out of my head) - Ashlee Simpson
(omg do i nag alot?)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Because of You - Neyo
(because of you, i live :D)

9. What do you think about very often?
Kanashimi wo Yasashisa ni - Naruto OST
(what the heck???)

10. What is 2 + 2?
No Boy No Cry - Naruto OST
(No boy don't cry, 2+2 is simply FOUR! :D)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Won't Go Home Without You - Maroon 5
(hey! fitting one :D)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Like You - Ciara
(okay... i suppose that fits)

13. What is your life story?
简单爱- Jay Chou
(i never knew)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Wall to Wall - Chris Brown
(does this mean i will keep losing my job? wtheck wheeee this song rocks)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Say Goodbye - Chris Brown
(aww WHY ): byebye. this song rocks too!)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
月光 - Cyndi Wang
(dancing in the moonlight, everybody's feelin warm & bright`)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Burn - Usher
(OMG LOL i swear it was the shuffle!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Low - Flo Rida ft. T-Pain
(o_o)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Don't Lie - Black Eyed Peas
(don't lie to me, it's bad to lie)

20. What is your biggest secret?
安静 - Jay Chou
(i'm super super quiet aye?)

21. What do you think of your friends?
Just so you know - Jesse McCartney
(yup)

22. What will you post this as?
Don't stop the music - Rihanna
(yup! keep it playing on shuffle! :D)

//Edit:
i just went to feed my dogs. & its like, i suddenly found the construction worker sitting across staring right at me. omgzxz 吓到can. i gave him the disgusted look. he kind of camouflaged amidst the darkness -.-

i should wear long sleeved clothes downstairs next time, no privacy kind. and maybe we should install curtains in the kitchen!!! they're soooo creepy lah i see them everywhere around the place i live. yes, they build houses for us they do all the work yes... i do acknowledge that. but you never know which construction workers are nice and which are not.

i had wanted to give them something on labour's day, but my sister said i was siao. forget it... just pray that either they move away quick or else i will move away soon. lol! i mean seriously lah, they think the house is a what, HOSTEL?
Edit//

//ADD ON:
Lol okay i decided to procrastinate; here goes:
credits to xunlin

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
- shit, it's a bad hair day.

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
- what do you mean 'NEXT TIME'?

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
- .... ~~F...~~ LUCK :D

4. Favorite planet?
- mars. there was almost enough water for humans to habitate there, & chocolates were named after this planet. hahaha.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
- jason

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
- better in time - Leona Lewis

7. What shirt are you wearing?
- random green tank

8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
- giving the dog their dinner!

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing.
- no shoes

10. Bright or Dark Room?
- bright

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
- nice but complex

12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
- i'll sleep on mine

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- dozing off

14. What did your last text message you received say?
- "haha ok thanks a lot!"

15. How do you like your eggs?
- tea leaf egg boiled

16. What's a word/phrase that you say a lot?
- orh

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
- myself. cause lilaoshi told us to write a love letter to ourselves.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
- a real life dog called kiko

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
- none.

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
- many many :/

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
- 14

22. Your worst enemy?
- being forced to think about something complex

23. What is your current desktop picture?
- collage of naruto characters, specifically Gaara, Naruto, Hinata, Kakashi, Kiba, Shikamaru Itachi and Kazuzu :D

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
- Luckily i was dressed properly - dajie

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
- million bucks. it's no fun if i were to fly alone.

26. What do you want to be doing?
- sleeping, with my uniform magically prepared, with my xiao lian bi magically done

27. The last song you listened to?
- Don't want you back by Eamon

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, what would you do?
- Oh my god!

29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
- this is too personal (:

30. What is the closest item to your foot?
- blanket

OKAY i guess that ends it. i really need to get to work. haha!

ADD ON//

2008-05-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

woohoo i got 40 for my most recent LA test, yay! i suppose everyone did a well too. but my LA overall is still quite low, lalala.

i wrote a love letter to myself today. wow (: it was a kind of weird writing to myself. do you think love letters are corny? most people think its lame, but i think they're quite sweet :D

today went for bio field trip, the last batch to go. hmmm to be honest, the trip was kind of sian.. its like orchid orchid orchid.. -.- & i already did it before in primary school with skeletan, and all her hydroponics & orchid hybrid shitz. hahaha :D

the person who took us around was uncle david. erm he was quite slow paced.... that explains why i wanted to sleep hhaha. then we learnt how they make hybrids or something lah, the female contributes the color shape while the male contributes the flower color, if i didn't remember wrongly (you can't trust my memory)

lovely orchids that go from red to orange!
pink orchids?

failed attempts :D
my lovely biology people! i closed my eyes in the group photo hahaha.

anyway we were taking mrt, then this weird poke uncle.. we were looking at his newspaper cover page, then he saw us looking at it, then he kept it away don't let us look! what weird cup right.

we went to singapore post subway to have dinner, and we talked and talked and talked! there seems to be a prom night this year end. sounds quite interesting aye? i hope it'll be fun!

rawr i'm feeling SIAN. there's biology test & japanese exam this week. aaaaaahhh.

2008-05-03T20:50:00.001+08:00

House Enrichment! :D

well... finally our efforts have been put to reality! it was quite an amazing acheivement, considering corps events are usually planned by one whole squad. so.. pat on the back for house captains! :D I LOVE THEM & ME!

come to think of it. it is probably the last project we get to take.. besides ALC. i was kind of hoping std3 house captains could lead the ALC : i miss the feeling of being laid back and just following around.

the telematch was not really satisfactory. sighz.. at least i heard the gameshow was a success. yay! i cant believe me & simin actually missed it! ): its too cruel! we planned and we didnt get to see, rawr... sandwich making- i hope everyone had fun making and eating. just don't get stomach upset ;D

i hope everyone had fun for today! ^^

team 2 std2s very smart hor.. UNTIL NOW still can remember that bubble tea we owe them! hahaha.

EDS 'Night'! we went for afternoon one actually (:

after training we chionged there! took a cabby, and the uncle was nice to pick up 5 passengers.

free censorship by yours truly :D

the concert was not bad! kudos to the year4 dancers, the umbrellas were really cool. & the plays were quite funny. its so cool that they can memorise sooo many lines? and standing ovation for mr ken who delievered a really good & humorous story/speech or somesort. as expected from mr ken :D

YAY =D
"hello i am lee simin~" LOL. my eyes were half closing,

so happy!♥

i'm grinning there, & my thoughts were: I'M THE TALLEST, woohoooo.

♥♥♥
i love miss koh by the way.

2008-05-02T14:44:00.000+08:00

i wish today could last forever.

or at least longer! :(

SMC OUTING today! i went to justin's house earlier than the arranged meeting time, cause i woke up early & had nothing to do at home anyway. went there & we played some xbox game called Kungfu Chaos i think? xunlin kaiming and kokswee were there early too!

the game was madness. i wasn't too well at it. hahaha but it was fun anyhow. i love to hit kokswee in the game and stop him from cursing other people, then start hearing him curse in real life! LOL. can we go play some other day again? :D :D

after that everyone started to come. we had lunch, justin's maid cooks quite well. haha. & she's so nice keep giving us drinks! later on we started a meeting! hahaha okay shush.

finally we started our MOVIE! the first movie we watched was Enchanted. i guess the story was quite okay (: it was a happy ending! thanks justin for the cd ;DD

next up, DINNER! we ordered pizza. justin's treat! :D dinner was hilarious. we starting questioning KI-style stuff like darkness and heat and existence and evolution and whether sense of sight or sense of touch was more important, and why we had to evolve from primates. like LOL...

after dinner, we continued with the second movie, Ghost Ship. omg :O i wasn't too freaked out luh. but some scenes were really gory. YEAH. it was M18, nobody warned us before hand hahaha! the storyline was not bad as well. thanks xunlin for bringing the show ;D

the shock of the day: halfway through the movie, SMC TWO' 07 BARGED INTO JUSTIN'S ROOM??!? or rather, justin's house?! what the hell right! HAHA. but it was a pleasant surprise anyhow(: they sneaked into justin's house and came to disturb our outing! hahaha. so i guess it turned out to be a mini squad outing? SORT OF.

they are seriously naughty.. haha :D

(picture)
6 really wonderful people.

*upload when i get it*

(picture)
1 really wonderful SMC. notice we're all in black and white? it was totally coincidental i swear! it's really cool to know we have telepathy somewhere! (:

i wish today could've lasted longer because we were all together, doing stuff we all like, not restricted by any responsibilities nor any work. it's just us. and we were all just.. hanging around. doing what real friends do together, not just cause we're the same cca. not because they're my squadmates, but simply because they are my friends. i guess i've refered to them as squadmates for way too long that i forgot i could call them a friend.

it's hard to explain, but today was great! so i'm really HAPPY! :D

the only thing that ruins the spirit is the test tomorrow. rawr.. note to self: it's okay... it will be over before you know it. this little thing is just a passing phase.

HAPPY LABOUR DAY TO ALL!
hope you enjoyed this day as much as i did ♥

2008-04-30T14:39:00.000+08:00

I HAVE AIDS?!?!
.
.
.
.
,
NOT... (i payed attention during LA lecture!)

i was just going to talk about my mundane life. today was math common test & i think i can pass it. not too bad a test... but the stupid radians make me very confused! can't they just let us answer in degree o_o i had a hard time figuring out the fractions and stuff hahaha.

i told my dajie to murder someone, and she really went to do it! OMG right...
.
.
.
.
NOT... it happened only in her dreams. she got freaking scared cause the dream seemed so real. i didn't know i was so sadistic in her eyes, HAHA :D she must be missing me a lot, so she dreamt of me! heheh.

not as bad as a certain someone called yuesing, whom at primary 5 had the wildest of imaginations and wrote a composition about pregnancy, suicide and mutilation. SO weird that the teacher called up her mother to ask if she needed counselling, LOL...

okay stupid day. i missed the third lang bus, ~~and was feeling too lazy to take mrt there~~, so i didn't go jap lessons today lol. WELL, i wouldn't have made it in 45 mins anywayyy... right?? :D

2008-04-29T07:01:00.000+08:00

last friday's training :D

don't they look really good. they look smart in their new uniforms! so proud of them! but they must find a way to manage their long hair haha. & they haven't given us a full strength training!!

*kupped from SMC blog*

funny video. notice 3 people twisting at the side :D

after training, everyone started to 自 high and well.. we lay on the ground to look at the nice view of the sky, then kaiming jumped over 4 people : audrey xunlin jason and me. HA.

today was speech day, tmd the weather was damned hot and i could barely keep my eyes open under the scorching sunlights? i was sweating like nobody's business, then when we went for water break audrey thought i spilled water on my uniform? -.- it's authentic sweat la lol.

after that we had dance practice, yayeeee. we had lunch at ghim moh, & the mrt ride was quite fun, but the thought of having to study math when i get home made me really pissed + sian; and i haven't finished my maths assignment...

and my japanese homeworks were DUE long ago. i guess i didn't make use of the Elearning week properly. i guess i brought it all upon myself.

-.- but. i don't really care. i think i shall go take a nap haha :D

2008-04-28T13:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI'AN!! :D ♥

went to yujie's house to do geography project today. after we sort of finished the project, we started learning a little of our class dance. darrrrnz. i totally have no talent in this, yet i have to learn 2 dances!?

anyways i went to changi general hospital just now to visit my great grandmother. i feel so sorry for her! ): i mean i look at her and i can't help but tear. she's quite strong mentally, still can talk in parts.. but she looked like she was suffering so much, no strength to move..

she's vegetarian. but now she refuses to eat! so its like she's very weak. she kept saying she had no worries already.. she wants to leave this world but she cant... stuff like that.. so we keep telling her you know, eat medicine then will be okay alrdy..
don't you think life is so vulnerable? if i were her i think i'll rather go off than suffer from the illness.. ah whatever la i'm starting to nag.

byebye!

2008-04-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

i got B grade for chinese. ARGH.

subject combi subject combi. i suppose i'm taking chem & bio. i'm taking chemistry ONLY because its a requirement if you want to take biology. so sad..

we laughed really hard at this joke during house capt meeting:
you are so fat that when you run your 2.4km run, you die of old age!

hahaha don't get us wrong, we weren't laughing at anyone in particular who was running their 2.4km. the thought of dying of old age is just funny (: not that i want to be irritating, but i am really growing fatter by the day and i'm not doing anything about it. lol.

then jason said there was this woman who refused to get off her sofa for 6 years, and she grew really really heavy... and eventually she died after that 6 years. and its like when they removed her, the skin of her back was still stuck on to the sofa cause the skin grew into the sofa! T_T walao, at that time we were still having lunch CAN.

these were taken yesterdayyyy;

happy people going home! i really AM fat
some emo people. i'm not inside (:
right, guess which is my leg. hint: my skin color -.-

oh oh. i was buying ice cream at anderson's with yuesing. & we had student price. but these 2 aunties came behind us and asked us buy for them, and still keep talking crap to us like: what flavor is your ice cream ah.. if i no discount how much is it ah... but its like we don't even want to talk to them.... -.-

then before they left they asked us why the others never buy ice cream, no money is it? WALAO. i should have just snapped back and say, you no money isit, buy ice cream still need to buy student price?! aunty madness... @_@

2008-04-21T14:55:00.000+08:00

first thing in the morning --- went to parkway with xunlin & yuesing :DD i had a haircut! plus went around shopping & stuff. i got a new pair of shoes yay.

then later we went macs to study. for a while. hahaha. couldn't really focus much so we decided to stop. then we all went seperate ways. i took a shuttle bus to bedok mrt, and went on my way to meet the cousins at City hall to celebrate joanne's birthday!

happy happy! amy forgot to tell me the dress code was black -.- so i bought a new tshirt! YAY. some person violated me in my sleep last night T_T so i made that person buy me a shirt, niahaha! >:)

we ate at Shokudo, it's a japanese pasta & pizza restaurant! i had this kinoko carbonara, it had mushrooms & egg, super super nice luh. the ambience of the restaurant was cool too, we sat in a circle :D

before eating! :D

P.S. wenna's face is cut off! :O sorry sorry, due to the space constraint, some parts of the pictures below may be cut off! you can always click it to look at the full picture though!

after that we went to Changing appetites for dessert. i had mudpie and some brownie, SUPER nice... ): chocolate + ice cream is LOVE.

the birthday girl- JOANNE! :D

little rinoa & wenna!

take a picture! LOOK AT AMY MAN... LOL

sit down & rest... (: as you can see, MOST of us are really tanned. so you can't blame me for my skin color!! but i'm the blackest among everyone. SIGHS.

YAY we rock yo ♥ i love them.

the rest are in another camera so, perhaps i'll post it up another day!

i spent alot alot today ): say... 90bucks? never mind i had a good weekend. my feet hurt from the new shoes & i got a big bruise from roller blading -.- and muscleaches! AND. tmr got to stay back till late late. but.

i'm still happy! :D

2008-04-20T13:29:00.000+08:00

SMC session @ Pasir ris park!

--- Rollerblading! haha. i didn't suck too bad at it, at least i didn't fall too badly on my butt. the starting was super super funny, and we were all laughing like maaaad because some people can't even stand up properly e.g. kiankok and yi'an XD

and that yi'an! omg lsimin pushed her, then she went in a straight line for approx. 10m then she didnt know how to stop and she FELL! LOL then she started crying HAHAHAH! teo yi'an so poor thing. silly you (:

so i learned how to glide properly, turn around, brake. umm yes that's about it. those in advanced learned afew stunts.

i had FUN today! we were going down the slope one by one. at first i kept falling down, but after that i could go down and remain standing! :D but only thing is that i cant turn to the right when i go down.. ohwell

i was going down the slope after candice, but she fell down and lay flat on the ground. then i was like omg! i don't know how to stop!! so i had to fall down to stop, LOL... candice because of that, got abrasions on the arm. tsktsk, but i was fine.

the guards really helped us alot. i didn't end up with any injuries, but the others had abrasions & stuff. quite bad lah ahaha.

ALFAFA vegetables

2008-04-19T10:27:00.000+08:00

yes /th i'm damn DAMN hygienic if you know what i mean. :D

anyway we had house capts meeting today. it was quite funnnn.

especially this what the hell i never heard before ALFAFA VEGETABLES? and xunlin claims its delicious and nice, while km says its guinea pig food. oh my god right LOL. anyway we laughed and joked alot, but still got our stuff done!

i love house capt's meetings! & don't you just love us too :D

yujie & i forgot to write our names on our chem prac. then miss tan was saying one person got 8marks, another got 14. and i got 14!! i passed my practical hurray! i think i will fail chem overall though.

chinese cher never come, & the relief teacher quite nice hahaha.

i was forgiven for using wrong scale for geography because my graph was neat! YAY. i love getting away with things. my magnification was 12.5x haha.

minjie's graph was the funniest because he started from 0metres. miss pear was like: minjie you like shading alot isit! :DDDDD miss pear is the funniest!

misskoh just wasted another bio lesson lawlz! she made us do a mindmap on sexual reproduction. then it was quite funny, some people drew diagrams and stuff on their mindmap LOL. all sort of weird stuff that happens in 4B biology hahaha.

i'm in a good mood because today there's no training & i look fwd to tomorrow! cause i finally get to learn how to blade! but i hope i don't fall down too much (:

i ALSO look forward to the weekend! yay yay yay. this week is too good to be true. 3 slack school days in a row, plus no routine training, plus rollerblading and much more.

next week onwards, tests start to come, so i must cherish this weekend.

bye! :D

2008-04-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

thank you yuesing for being there, talking and shopping with me today. AND sending me home too HAHA. and yijie yujie jesmine nicholas for making me laugh, even if it was for the wrong reasons. heh heh.

yuesing yujie nic, let's cheer up!

bus 111 is quite troublesome, but i like taking double deckered buses.

sighz, trivial 4D matters. we should just take the NMP approach.

we should be happy.
just like this onigiri, even though it's fate is to be eaten.

2008-04-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

i think my head is clear now :D

anyway about personality, my classmates think i suit a J while squadmates CONFIRM my personality must be a P. guess who knows me the best? (:

i guess i'm half half. my stuff are neat, handwriting wise and cleanliness (i hope. LOL) but the things i do may not. for example... preparing STUFF at the last minute lah, waking up late lah, forgetting to bring things lah... that's just the real me i guess.

looking forward to level camp, but so not looking forward to the toilet without barriers and the leeches >.> i want my squadmates! y.y

chinese test... over. :D did i mention i forgot to write my name on my chem practical ws. no marks for me, yay?

2008-04-14T04:41:00.000+08:00

i liked PT during friday's training! :D screaming and screamings. not in the badway >: ) screaming as in cheering : D

next week's SMC session, rollerblading---!! i can finally learn how to blade heh heh. i was thinking about learning myself since last week, and suddenly they want to teach us to blade, YAY.

i thought i was super free this weekend, but i suddenly remember i have a math assignment to do. loool.

i went to make the red-yellow-green cards for CME for the class. hahaha come to think of it its quite stupid.. but we have cme like once in 2 weeks -.-

i used the leftover ice cream sticks from the cme thing to make this!! fruits of my labour! these ice cream sticks are wayyy better than the previous stupid sponge with so many holes.. don't be too shocked those earrings are not ALL mine. most are my sister's.

there's some really ohbiang looking ones, LOL. and i have no idea where to place those without hooks. oh well. i tried packing my room. but it still looks like a dump.

2008-04-11T11:42:00.000+08:00

i feel super super super horrible now!! i troubled so many people :l

i forgot to bring my phone today, which means i don't have my ezlink card cause its in my pouch. but i didn't realise!! & i guess today is my ultra lucky day because... I SPENT EVERY SINGLE CENT ON ME!!!

so i was stuck at pasir ris mrt station, without a phone, without money T_T so this kind woman lent me her phone card and i called my mum. had to make her take mrt to pasir ris because there was no car at home >_<

i thought i could call someone living near pasir ris to lend me money, but i dont have their numbers. right. and i thought i could walk to someone's house nearby, but i didn't know the way. and its way too weird. so i was wishing i will see some dunman person come out of the train but no.. no sign of any dunmanians!

so i was waiting at the mrt, dying of guilt when kokswee hopped along. like ohmygod he's my hero! hahaha! so i quickly called my mum not to come anymore but she was at mrt alrdy, so i made her go a wasted trip. AND i borrowed money from kokswee to buy card >_<

i must be the most retarded person on earth!

maybe right, i shouldn't have eaten baked rice during reccess. or maybe i shouldn't have drank 2 bottles of chrysanthemum teas today. RAWR! i'm so so SO stupid lah. seriously.

2008-04-08T12:12:00.000+08:00

it was a nice trip home with wanyu today! (: and we realise how bsp can screw us for the year lol!but hey, i got paired up with nicholas and we're under honglan laoshi, not bad can! :D

our la teacher miss tan is one the most nicest nicest teacher i've ever met! i got to earn back 4 marks from our la compre test , which means i passed ((((:

omgz its 2.4km run tomorrow?! if i'm lucky i will get 14minutes, i hope for a 13 though :/

2008-04-07T01:14:00.000+08:00

last night was documentary therapy! :D watched quite a few interesting ones...

a touching one, Ham the Astrochimp. yes yes it's real, the chimp was the first mammal to get out of the atmosphere into zero gravity and actually come back alive! before the chimp there was the dog and the cat but they did not know how to bring them back so they died.

so there were great risks in this. and what's heartbreaking is that ham had to go through such tough training, get mild electric shocks at his feet whenever he did something wrong >_< his caretaker wanted to help his escape from the project but he didn't run away.

okay enough of that chimpanzee thing. i also watch life at SuperMax or something, which is a jail in america, and how the crimminals live inside there and stuff. some of them are seriously very very violent? this woman used a pen and stabbed her inmate everywhere and she almost died! just because she told her to quieten down luh. she survived in the end though, and they became best friends >_>

the male inmates have tattooos all over, some of them pledge loyalty for gangs or something, so they often end up in gang fights. erm, and this crazy guy who was in the bare cell (meant that he had to wear nothing at all and under 24hrs camera surveilance) was hiding a blade in his mouth & refused to surrender it, which he used to self mutilate after that. AAAH.

enough gore~ some fishes can change their gender did you know! there are some transvestites too, or something like that hahahaha. whatever

i dreamt that 2 lahbangs (flipit) came into my house and took kiko away! not that i'm a racist or i don't trust them, i don't know if i can trust them & the paranoia has gotten too much into me ): i mean how to not think about it! they're just 2 metres away from me, and they can climb over the fence kind ._.

because of this i wokeup at 9am. which is totally not like me on a sunday. sunday morning's don't exist in my life but in my dreams.

now its paranoia plus over imaginative. lol :D

2008-04-06T11:41:00.000+08:00

it was AFA re-examination today. erm it was pretty easy ~_~ i hope ALL the std2s passed their BFA re-examination too! if not... i'll be sad ): but i heard their bandaging was good! :D

elaine has a blogshop!
http://www.tiramiss-you.blogspot.com/

i'm thinking of setting up a blogshop too! along with my sisters, especially that dajie... (infamous for her shopping sprees impulses >:) heh heh) i bet half of her clothes she doesn't wear anymore *grins* so yes, maybe only. we'd have to dig up stuff and see whether they are sell-able.

usually all those clothes that we don't wear anymore, or don't fit anymore we will give to other relatives or something.. might as well earn back some! :D actually amy already has a blogshop, but i think she neglected it lol.

i love kiko! ;D

edit; anyway the dhs forum threads are quite interesting indeed! :D
http://www.dhs.sg:8080/learn/mod/forum/view.php?f=543
but its highly unlikely i would comment. i'll just read! its a good place to pass the time.

2008-04-03T11:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday was April Fool's Day :D

i was down with flu! so i slept during jap class. then its like when sensei said Owari (end of lesson), then i immediately shot up! LOL, then yixiang was like saying wah you damn pro! you were in standby mode is it. cause i was holding my pen in position while sleeping, then when owari i can immediately wake up hahaha!

anyway we were fooling sensei! we told her we were all quitting jap, then she was like: MAAAA?? hahaha. then she was quite sad saying we must take withdrawal forms and stuff then we started laughing, then she ask: mm... today what day what month? in jap :D

std twos very 用心良苦 huh? gave us a packet of biscuit seemingly harmless but actually got scotchtape at the bottom and it has WASABI filled biscuits. tsk tsk tsk.... good joke anyway (((: but i didn't eat it! because i knew you guys were up to no good! only jason ck kaiming ate it.

today during PC, we took this test!

i am an ISFP (: & this is the link to the descriptions (thanks to ck! :D)
http://www.personalitypage.com/ISFP.html

type in your own alphabets at the back to find out! i think the results are very very accurate :D for me lah. my natural partner is ESFJ, i wonder if its true!

}ISFPs have a strong affinity for aesthetics and beauty. They're likely to be animal lovers, and to have a true appreciation for the beauties of nature.
}ISFPs have no desire to lead or control others, just as they have no desire to be led or controlled by others.
}Possible Career Paths for the ISFP:
-Artist
-Musician / Composer
-Designer
-Child Care / Early Childhood Development
-Social Worker / Counselor
-Teacher
-Psychologist
-Veterinarian
-Forest Ranger
-Pediatrician

(: (: (:

2008-03-31T12:23:00.000+08:00

You Are a Night Person

For you, there's nothing worse than having to get up and moving early.

In fact, you probably don't hit your peak until well after the sun has set.

So if your struggling to make it on a normal schedule, realize it's not your fault.

You just weren't meant to do anything during the day!

Are You a Morning Person or Night Person?

PRECISELY! so you cannot blame me for dozing off during class!

i am very proud of myself for completing HALF of The Guide book. :D like considering i have never in my schooling life ever completed reading a book for LA. be it Merchant of Venice, Animal Farm, Whale Rider, Flowers for Algernon and whatnot. hahahaha pat on my back!

and actually the guide is not bad to read at all.

papa -.- guess what. we have super big fig trees in our garden. then he cut them up into many many, put them in pots ready to sell. then we were like o_O''' he claims his the only one in singapore to have them, and i suppose that is true. how many of you have eaten the fruit la. I HAVE :D

so he say he want to make 500 pots. LOL.. and then when we went out for dinner, he wanted to pick up this mini sofa from an alley we drove past can. so funny xD

i thought tomorrow was april fool's day. hmm i wonder what will happen on 1st april. nothing i hope!

now to start revision- math & chemistry (gg)

4school combined + flag day SJAB

2008-03-30T11:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday was 4school combined sports day yet again! it was quite high lah, on off kind because the sun was too hot. thankyou elicia for the sunblock, it DID help. thankfully i got put lah because those parts i didn't put got sunburnt.

runners are super nice. it was really exciting to see someone from your sch, esp from your level, running and running super fast and win! i think everyone's performance was not bad (: too bad we didn't win the 20x100m race!

kiankok and jason!! walao whole squad screaming for you guys can. :D someone thinks kiankok is hot, and also thinks kiankok is hotter than jason! :O

after that, walked around J8 with the rest.. ate lunch at mos, i like to eat mos! jiahui walked past hahaha, then we were communicating through the glass window -.- haha a little bit sad, because the relation btw is similar to that. very near each other, but yet there's this glass wall between us and i can't hear anything ):

i bought a bunny! i had been eyeing it since last year... but only decided to buy it now :D lalala. daphne has a similar kind! and i just realised its ears can move lah.. must pull the tail.

they were playing the stupid game thing on the floor. to be honest if it weren't for the crowd watching us , i think i would have joined in the fun hahah!

today was FLAG DAY. i'm in a good good mood now (((((:

before today i was thinking a sakae outing wouldn't seem like a good idea. but now i think its okay!!! :DDDD

anyway Benedictus went to Clementi! which was like, very little people. if i'm not wrong i saw a cemetry somewhere near there. the luck there was quite bad, so we decided to change location. thus we went to Queenstown!

wl, a few members got missing & didn't stick to the buddy system! made me quite pissed :/ but yeah.... made me can't help but think that i can't lead. why can't i seem to control people. WHY T_T nobody listens to me..

queenstown was slightly better, but following peter is a HARD task okay. his efforts in collecting flags for st john is seriously commendable. i'm serious! good job peter, and also the rest of the house who worked reaaally hard to collect flags.

i'm sorry that the weather today was hot.. but i hope everyone had a good experience :D we had lunch at macs. i ordered a happy meal and got this hello-kitty toy, and everyone was fussing about it -.-'''' i AM mature okay, i don't order happy meals for the toys lor.

i can swear, i walked in loops around that bloddy neighborhood for at least 25 times i'm sure. i know everything that happens there, from the bird shop to the clinics and banks, to the illegal CD shop to the tuition center, to the coffeeshop to the indian aunty at the second floor, to the construction works to the mama shop, to the bus stop and then all over again...

:D we reached school alittle late and met DACTYL, we we're at the same location lol! okok. reach school etc etc;

the time from 5pm to 8pm i was really happy (: couldn't bring myself to complain about how sticky or how tired i was. it was to that extent!

so yeah, sports day left me with an uneven tan (half of forehead is fair, neck has a V shape tan, eye contour area is sunburnt because i didn't apply sunblock there..) and flag day left me with exhausted legs, sore feet, sticky body throughout, and a happy mood! :D

maybe its a silver lining! or something fell from the sky?

do you like the songs heard 'em say & nothing lasts forever? i like both versions! one is kanye west ft adam levine, while the latter adam levine sings alone his own version. hmm... i like heard 'em say for the background melody & the chorus. i like nothing lasts forever in general.

nothing lasts forever, hmm.

2008-03-28T14:39:00.000+08:00

byebye amy wenna and sk! :D they just left this morning for their 12 day trip to taiwan! lucky right? i guess i won't be hearing mahjong sounds in my sleep for at least a week or so... (: HAVE FUN!

since this week i was so free, i started re-reading my fruits basket. its really good. it reminds me how i should live my life and treat others.. it changed my thoughts just like how it did when i first entered secondary school. you should watch the anime before reading it!

this is bad. its only the 2nd week of the term and i'm losing interest in school. studying and stuff. from next week onwards, things are gonna get really tough, especially the math and chem tests.. bah, must really start working hard!

i like to look at the skies when i'm walking home. too bad my camera couldn't capture its beauty the way i saw it with my own eyes.

hmm, i like the clouds that drifted in one direction. i wonder how many skies will i see till the day i die? many many i hope. (:

JAPAN march10-16

2008-03-25T09:43:00.000+08:00

pictures from japan trip! :D okay i just post randomly. nothing much cause i didn't go anywhere very special, but yes here they are.

first night, my sisters and mum (:
the next day at DOTONBURI :D japan trip people do you remember this hugeee crab?
me & sis.
this ferris wheel in the middle of nowhere! cool right, its built on a building.

typical singaporeans joining in any queue they see -.- buying takopachi i think~
we're eating ice cream! (: very very yummy, but expensive >.<
see this cute poster for a pharmacy!
japan trip people, do you guys remember this big big glico advertisement? (:
WOMEN ONLY CABIN, HOW COOL IS THAT?!!
every train has a pink cabin specially for women (except on weekdays and public holidays). why don't they make such a cabin for students? then we won't receive complaints anymore.
on the longlong train rides.
at mount fuji area :D us looking super refreshed after hot spring therapy.
me & amy.
at the lake kawaguchiko or something? at the foot of the mountain
cute train with mount fuji drawings?
back in tokyo. remember this place??? :D

sisters at the temple! remember where we read our fortunes that time?

and where we took 'holy water' :D i didn't bother to take cause i took before hahaha.

typical busy street in tokyo. heading to shibuya :D

shopping center?
cute macdonald's hotcakes.

shades :D
AYE, i nose bleeding can. we were on the plane back to singapore :D

ah well i suppose that it all. :D

OH btw, when we were taking train this weird se bei bei guy like keep dozing off on the train and leaned towards us lah. so we changed seats to sit opposite him. then he started leaning towards the other side woman, so disgusting!! so so we toupai him you know. :D in the end everybody move away from him.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z79DOWNMQcw

2008-03-24T12:26:00.000+08:00

2008-03-22T14:16:00.000+08:00

just as i was about to leave the house to go for a MOVIE today, i accidentally stepped on my glasses and snap! it broke. wtf right -_-

but thankfully it didn't break into two, nope only the lenses came out. so so i rushed to have it repaired and then rushed to the cinema, only to find out we weren't allowed in that NC16 movie. (okay fine... so we knew we weren't allowed but we took the gamble :D)

ah!! i had a really really nice encounter today. but. it wasn't meant to be ): think the girls will know what i'm talking about (: shh don't say okay. i would describe it as one of those encounters you don't get everyday!
i saw a 'weijie' person & he has been stuck in my mind ever since! >.<
oh well like i said it wasn't meant to be. blame it on myself.

anyway we changed destinations and went orchard instead (with the hope that i'd encounter it again) and we decided on watching a night show. sat down and played cards, and shopped at far east. let's give a certain someone a makeover!!! :D but i bet she won't let us la. and hope yijie makes it happen! so exciting :D

we went back to lido and me yuesing xunlin caught The Orphanage. walao its a great movie i tell you. & it was a good ending. & it was fun, you know to scream along with all the other strangers in the theater. warning: it keeps your super super superly in suspense.

i had no idea it was of horror genre. but yeah it was great. nothing too scary inside, the movie just gives you a shock. highly recommended! (((((:

so much that. well. i poured popcorn on yuesing. NO not on purpose hahaha!

anyway it was a good friday today and i had alot of fun, and i love these people around me :D

mmmmm courtesy of moses: click!
this would only take up a little of your time , less than one minute. so do watch it (:

2008-03-19T14:23:00.000+08:00

as expected, cindy has done it again. she has attained a total of 0 inclined pull ups in the mock napfa stations, which outdoes her previous record of 0 inclined pull ups! she believes that she will attain even better scores with more training, so if you want to show her support OR want to do as well as her, come on down to the pull up bars every morning before flag raising and join in the training!

yay -.- i was just kidding. i think i'll last for the most 1 week and i'll give up. REST ASSURED i'll at least attain a bronze ><

anyway today jap lessons was fun... the whole class was trying to imitate the japanese woman on the tape that was abit too cute, and the guys were imitating the guy on the tape that was abit too manly. Ono sensei could do an exact replica which was like funny..! well, she's a japanese afterall-

i'm not a majime na student ): some people think i'm very hardworking, whereas some people think i'm slack. but actually if you know me well enough, you should know that i'm more of a neutral boring kind of person.

its like sometimes i work hard for this subject but i fail the test, whereas sometimes i don't work too hard and the test turns out fine. this confuses me very much, so i've thereon decided to depend on luck. well... give 70% of my effort. maybe the stuff are inside my head already. maybe this wont come out.

don't need to be so tensed, just take life easy... i can always start schoolwork at 11pm... i don't have to sleep that much even though i'd love to sleep. i can sleep all i want after i'm dead(: okay, but sometimes i do succumb to the fatigue, and lie on the bed in denial, thinking that ohwell i worked hard enough, like real..

that. was weird. i shall go off and study geography! i don't get a shit thing about volcanoes. i told hil there was basaltic lava, but actually its basic and acidic lava. oh whatever i'm hopeless;

but i'm proud of myself interms of this time's biology test! pat on my back i improved. and and today lilaoshi was in a super good mood can, she wanted to box me. like wtheck right? & she accepted my excuse, didn't probe much into it. &&& she let me finish my last sentence of my chinese test. WOOHOO.

this week rocks. 3 day school week, cool or what/

maaan its 11.30 ): i slacked and watched drama just now. nakatsu and everyone else is like so.. i shall not express it. i must go now, BYE!

2008-03-18T08:11:00.000+08:00

i'm back from my trip! :D i didn't go to school today hahaha. but first things first!

congratulations to our 4 teams for getting the champs in zone competition! now to work hard for the nationals. GOGOGO. i feel so happy especially for the NA team! :D :D

well, japan was quite cold even though it was winter turning spring. i missed the cherry blossoms by a week or so ): mount fuji was the most extreme, at 4 degrees. there was no snow, but dirty ice on the floor. i didn't go up the mountain, only stayed by the foot!

the whole trip was trains buses and planes. zzz. for the first time the control station masters served their purpose..! i mean in singapore the control station don't really mean much to me, but the train lines in japan are so overwhelming -.- you'll faint.

i could get around and ask for directions, i could read signs and the menus, but i feel so stupid still. i just can't speak in full perfect sentences... rawr. need more practice.!

some of the places i went during the school trip, i went again (: i always feel a warm sense of familiarity there, with fellow friends and all. but never mind, this trip was all about walking and travelling.. >.<

most of the days we woke up at 11 or 12. and we had to sleep early because most shops closed at 8pm or 10pm the latest. the only shops open were convenience stores -.-

i didn't get to buy alot of things cause i was only around tokyo. so i only have food to offer okay :D

the stuff there are super super expensive.. :/ but nearing the end of the trip we couldn't care much already, "like it then buy it!" ahaha.

as usual, the food there is excellent. i gained a tummy there lah. so at night i was trying to work them off, and it reminded me of .... the exercise in japan -_-'' SJ people, lolllll...

i was very very fascinated by the macdonald's there! they give out naruto toys for their happy meals >.< how cool is that! i got a sasuke and naruto toy. they were gonna give out a kakashi toy too, but by then i would have been back here. DAMN! T-T

*sigh* even though now i got to get back to my routines, getting ready for school and all tomorrow.. i must admit i really missed home and all the people here. :D

i missed my bed
i missed the mrt and sbs bus
i missed the warm weather
i missed my friends
i missed my animals

i was expecting my 2 fishes to die or something, but my dad was like, 我养的鱼会死meh? -.-

pictures another day!

2008-03-09T15:31:00.000+08:00

annual general meeting! (:

firstly, the house games planned by the std3s were really nice. good work [: it made benedictus really highhhh. i'm not sure.. cause i'm not good at making people high. but yeah, i doubt they even remember my name. and i don't feel like a house captain.

that aside, it was really heartening to see the others get promoted. although you know, the std2s drills were... like that. i shall take it that they were nervous, not that they forgot everything that we taught them. yes?

and also my squadmates! finally a SGT audrey and kiankok! and many many STAFFS. its very cool lah, and i think it looks nice on them haha.

well. sorry for everything i screwed up in today, and for anything that i did wrong or did not do enough. or basically for everything up until this day. sigh, for a moment i was very overwhelmed with everything. but after dinner it became okay :D reminiscence of the old times.

anyway, xunlin always manages to save me from any shit i get myself into. i don't know how to put it. i just feel very safe when she's around. sorry i made you tear up your things haha! i will frame it up really. or keep it somewhere!

bah. i want to sleep.

2008-03-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY, after third lang, i went home & waited at kembangan mrt for the biology people. they STAYED OVER at my house! :D obviously it was to complete the biology blog, and in other words also to see some animals... right!

after much abcde we completed at 3am like finally. next morning take public transport to school, sian... so today was Kaleidoscope! i think the performances were super nice and cool, especially dances and instrument playing!

later on we also had kolum session which is, making pictures with colored grains and beads.

made by me yutse yijie yujie! yes the right one is pretty screwed.

and a chinese tea appreciation session. omg reminds me of nice BSP times ((((: there was also many many art exhibitions.

no i did not take this through a window. it is a painting :D looks damned real right/ and apparently there's a story behind it. something about this tells us about our memories. we roughly see the picture, but it is blurry. who's that in my memory? sure, you remember who it is, but you find that you can't remember the face anymore.. probably don't wish to.

after that went to plaza sing with yuesing elicia yijie yujie to catch Leap Years! i think the show was so-so, but elicia toon cried like siao. hahaha! i didn't even feel the least touched eh.. ohwell, wait till elicia watches finish one litre of tears man..

i won't get a break :/

2008-03-04T15:55:00.000+08:00

you should be able to sense the sadness in this song. otherwise, go watch 1lot and i guarantee your tears will start falling.

click to hear it :D
K- Only Human

哀しみの向こう岸に kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
微笑みがあるというよ hohoemi ga aru toiu yo

哀しみの向こう岸に kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
微笑みがあるというよ hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
たどり着くその先には tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
何が僕らを待ってる？nani ga bokura o matteru?

逃げるためじゃなく nigeru tame jyanaku
夢追うために yume ou tame ni
旅に出たはずさ tabi ni deta hazusa
遠いに夏のあの日tooi ni natsu no anohi

明日さえ見えたなら ashita sae mieta nara
ため息もないけど tame ikimo nai kedo
流れに逆らう船のように nagare ni sakarau fune no youni
今は前へ進め ima wa mae e susume

苦しみの尽きた場所に kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
幸せが待つというよ shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
僕はまだ探している bokura wa mada sagashite iru
季節はずれのひまわり kisetsu hazure no himawari

こぶし握り締め朝日を待てば kobushi nigirishime asahi o matteba
赤いつめ後に涙嫌い落ちる akai tsume ato ni namida kirai ochiru

孤独にも慣れたなら kodoku ni mo naretanara
突き当たりたよりに tsuki atari tayori ni
羽なき翼で飛び立とう hane naki tsubasa de tobi tadou
もっと前へ進め motto mae e susume

雨雲が切れたなら amagumo ga kireta nara
濡れた道かがやく nureta michi kagayaku
闇だけが教えてくれる yamidake ga oshiete kureru
強い強い光 tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
強く前へ進め tsuyoku mae e susume

ー終わりー

hope you liked the song :D

btw the scene at 3.18 was superrrr nice and sad. go find it yourself!

2008-03-03T15:19:00.000+08:00

hello! i am so happy with myself :D although i probably am in a difficult situation, but who cares.. i got to do conducive work!

i.... finished my jap homework, revised math and alittle bit of bio {:

i know it's obvious, but FOUR MORE FRIGGIN DAYS maaan. and we'll get our break that we deserved very much (:

SOFAR; www.4dbiology.blogspot.com

2008-03-01T18:58:00.000+08:00

i've finished one litre of tears! :D
やはり１リットルの涙だなあ

i just bought 4 new fishes! expensive one okay, it shall not die so soon.

mum bought new dog food. its called Divine. and there's chicken, cheese, pasta and vegetables. like what the hell right? it almost looked edible. (but no i swear i did not eat it.)

woohoo i've relaxed all i wanted today.

2008-02-29T17:34:00.000+08:00

yesterday the biology people came my house to do bio project :D lol they were like addicted to my dog lahhhhhh. don't have the pictures now. GINA WAS SO FUNNY!! omg. will try to post a video if i CAN (:

oh today i almost emo-ed. maybe it was due to stress, jap CA mar. and i didn't study at all the previous night cause me yuesing and elicia were chionging BP project. i apologise for not being able to pull through the night ): i went to take a nap but couldn't get up again!

so i went to school, studied jap with all my might, and caught back some sleep during geography lessons hahaha!

omg today i feel quite relaxed so i went to watch One litre of tears. TMD ITS DAMN NICE. why didn't i watch it earlier.. i think i've already shed 500ml of tears by now.

its really really niceeeeeee :D go watch it okay! i guess i should get some sleep. 1.30 is counted relatively early ):

2008-02-26T13:48:00.000+08:00

wahji i almost staple my own finger! that'd be scary. just like how the needle poked through wenna's foot, ouch.

today i was drifting around in school. forgot to bring glasses :D and i was quite tired, and i slept during bsp lol!

yi'an and i helped out with SC investiture. like.... holding trays?! (: whatever la since i got to skip chinese who cares. but i have to write chinese compo at home now... zzz. yi'an has a weird ambition! but who knows 10yrs down the road i seriously see her making fireworks. -.-

sometimes i wonder what's our true purpose of going to school. to get overloaded with homework by teachers? cramming stuff in our brain just for the sake of cramming it in to get good grades? or simply getting good grades? what the heck.

hang in there!

2008-02-25T08:51:00.000+08:00

went to help out mock comp as casualty with hoyee, km, kk :D i finally tried out the sandwich machine.. it tastes okay.

well, i hope NA will stay a happy team, hang in there, and win the zone comp ((: anyway we had FREE TAO HUAY!! not that i liked to eat it, lol.

after that xunlin and i went to elaine's house to do BSP project! okay, so xunlin wasn't there to do project -.- after doing the project, xunlin and i went off to meet jason km and hoyee at TM for a movie!

we watched L change the world :DDDD it was very very nice. it kind of reminded me of I Am Legend. oh and i got to see L have emotions? the movie ended around 9 plus, and we all went home!

todayyyyy. i just bought a new collar for kiko! :D its red with a red bell, one of my favorite colors! and half of my fishes died cause i didn't change water for a day. BAH! D:

and i just spring cleaned my room. YAY

2008-02-21T12:02:00.000+08:00

CHIONG!!

it's time to chiong!

i think i'm going to fail chemistry test .... though i mugged hard for it. rawr :/

omg how much more can i love tsunade? ♥

2008-02-20T12:25:00.000+08:00

oh yay, i bought a fish tank, a plant, and some new guppies yesterday! my mum says i'm crazy haha. tmr i'm gonna buy the stone! i'm not quite sure how it works but i suppose it releases oxygen into the water slowly..? the new guppies are damn colorful ;D

erm i think after those guppies all die, i shall switch to new fishes... those that live longer -.- but must invest quite some more money in that luh ):

yesterday i chionged home and did no homework at all, so i slept at like, 9plus? :D

today i have to mug for chem test! and we changed seating arrangement, again. i'm now at the corner with pmz yiwei dingmi ((: not too bad. but that place is really cold.. but quite fun, in class i can always see what everyone is doing, or how many people are sleeping! :D

PE lesson we played crab soccer, it was quite nice! though i wasn't too active in the game, just defending the goalpost. hahaha hope we play it again next week. some people's poor hands got blisters all over.

& this time all of us biology5 scored damn bad for our test hahah. highest among us is 16.5 UPON THIRTY niahahah that's so sad. i scraped through chengnanjiushi test with a score of 54 thanks to the extra 5 marks! ace test is postponed till NEXT WEEK.

2008-02-18T16:24:00.000+08:00

ohmygod people i killed my fishes!! X_X

ashley tan 2C reunion dinner!!! one whole weekend of nth but fun and no-homework-done. says:
AND CINDY
OMG
I FORGOT TO TELLL U
U SAID
__.together as one.♥ ]] cindy (: says:
i think 1 pregnant leh
ashley tan 2C reunion dinner!!! one whole weekend of nth but fun and no-homework-done. says:
U KEEP CHANGING THE WATER RIGHT
__.together as one.♥ ]] cindy (: says:
yah
ashley tan 2C reunion dinner!!! one whole weekend of nth but fun and no-homework-done. says:
U CANT!
__.together as one.♥ ]] cindy (: says:
OMGWHY
ashley tan 2C reunion dinner!!! one whole weekend of nth but fun and no-homework-done. says:
CAUSE THE WATER GOT CHLORINE
AND IF U KEEP CHANGING
THEY WONT ADAPT THEN CANNOT TAKE IN THE OXYGEN
SO MUST PUT CONDITIONER INSIDE
__.together as one.♥ ]] cindy (: says:
THEN HOWWWWWW
ashley tan 2C reunion dinner!!! one whole weekend of nth but fun and no-homework-done. says:
WHICH I BOUGHT
SO FOR NOW
dun change the water
get an oxygen stone and conditioner
__.together as one.♥ ]] cindy (: says:
!!!!!! I NEED DEIONISED WATER SHITTT
ashley tan 2C reunion dinner!!! one whole weekend of nth but fun and no-homework-done. says:
LOL YAH!
CAN WE
STEAL SOME FROM THE CHEM LAB
__.together as one.♥ ]] cindy (: says:
LOL YAH@

oh man i didn't mean it >_< i was trying to be a good owner thus i've been changing the water every single day.. i've once considered about the chlorine issue but i thought it was okay.. i shall do something about it!

2008-02-18T12:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday was our corps CNY lunch! thanks to the std 3s for giving us a nice afternoon ((: it was at marina seoul gardens.

my table was basically, a carnivorous table, because of jason and kaiming who eats only meat and more meat. justin was not having much appetite. i was the SOUP IC but end up only me and hoyee drinking soup.. -.-

jason give me chaotah meat! LOL. and kaiming as usual cooks one pile of meat on his plate before savouring them slowly. btw i think i gave justin a cup with soap in it, oooops. that waiter gave me one lor :/

after lunch, we took corp photos etc, and then we went BOWLING. tmd my bowling skills deteriorated hahaha. usually i need one game to warm up, but we only played one game so yeah T-T eli owned our asses!! jason came in second.

went around shopping~ was trying to look for a red top so that i could go chingay parade, but didn't find anything nice so i didnt go for the parade.. after much walking, we sat down and just talked! there was me, chanel, eli, xunlin, hoyee, jason, ck & kokswee (:

the walk home was damn damn damn funny and it chased away my emos completely. we were composing lovely tunes with our favorite songs :DDDDD only we'd understand it so there's no point in typing it here. but you just have to know they sound good, make damn alot of sense and are funny! :D

fish update: shit lah there were 20 fishes yesterday and now there's only 13. worst thing is, I DONT SEE ANY CORPSES!!! i suppose they jumped out somewhere. my sister saw a poor fish stuck under wenna's foot when wenna was sleeping, awww. its quite funny , cause everytime i go and check the fishes i would be expecting at least one fish overturned floating around, OR one fish buried under the seashells. ohhhhhwellll-

and i THINK one fish is pregnant. its so fat? and YES i also heard that guppies eat their babies, so i must be quick! so.. they give birth to them alive right? i DID study primary school science okay.

TODAY i was trying to complete all my homework. but i couldn't find any, suddenly! i dont know why.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO :D sorry i didn't go orchard eat!

2008-02-16T15:53:00.000+08:00

omg campfire was fun!! thank you to all who put in effort to this campfire or participated actively today :D

whole afternoon i was with the std2s and teaching them cheers. they're one bunch of sly kids, kept making me demo. and i was so worried that i would go out of tune lah -.- paiseh. after that revised mass dance, & went off for dinner!

i think the stage, gateways and decorations were really well done! i mean it i do. as in its the first time i've seen a campfire this pretty and neat! thanks to the other UGs who made it possible (: whooo finally we don't have to stay back and do stuff already!

despite some communication problems, i felt it was quite fun working with the other UGs people. its like we've never really collaborated before. & when i saw every single person fm each UG working hard to clear up the tables and benches, i felt super satisfied.

overall, the campfire went well. too bad it began and ended quite abruptly? well that's all i have to say for this time's campfire :D veryvery glad people enjoyed themselves and hope std1s can feel the feeling of what its like to be in a UG!

REWIND. <3

and omg my fishes are like so cute. they all sink to the bottom, every single one of them. i suppose they're sleeping! but quite haoxiao because their eyes are wide open o_o 2 of them hid under the seashell to celebrate valentine's leh!

2008-02-15T14:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY & FRIENDSHIP DAY! ♥♥♥

it's a typical friendship day, with love being spread around. and i feel lovedddd. :D and spoilt, by that pile of sweet things. a heartfelt thank you to all who wished me a happy vday (:

aren't they pretty,

random RED bathroom slippers :D

& leesimin had to remind me of this horror HAHA.

tell me i look okay.

yet another unglamourous picture. if this had been the real size it'd be scary. shall not let you see the other side of the picture as comparitively you'd probably get a shock!

played a game when we were on the way back from third lang, :D its like, we choose an alphabet for example 'C', then each of us takes turns to form words that begin with a C, and the alphabets behind C form another word. example:
Chaste, Climb, Con, Chide, Cheat, Clover!

my guppies mortality rate is approximately 2 deaths per day. SOMEONE HELP! i'm just wondering what causes their death:
i. lack of oxygen?
ii. fighting for space?
iii. die of hunger?
iv. short lifespan?
v. food poisoning?

anyway, its kind of cool, cause i can just sit and stare at the fishes for very very long. like me, ashley also gets subconsciously attracted by them.

give me a break ):

2008-02-12T15:21:00.000+08:00

CNY CELEBRATIONS.

not say very fun, i didn't even get to walk around. the carnival is kind of screwed, its like they didn't even give a timeslot for the whole school to walk around and they expect us to make profits? -.-

st john booth! we were selling nuggets and fries, chocolate fondue of fruits and marshmallows, and yummy donuts :DDD we ended up with a little loss i think, but nevertheless it was quite fun! (: & we won the best food stall leh. cool right.

CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN(:

FRESH fruits to be fudged!

yummy donuts, many many flavors!

4D side i wasn't there the whole time, but obviously we made a profit since our cost price was only $8.. kids were interested in catching our fish! we ended up with so many fishes at the end of they day some more, so we just took it home for ourselves..

so there you have my new pet fishes! they're quite pretty, the male ones, they have blue red green shiny tails. i hope they don't die so fast.

2008-02-11T11:33:00.000+08:00

i;m back from malaysia! so many people have been trying to contact me about the carnival tomorrow -.- SORRY, i didn't know haha. we were stuck in a JAM just now! it took us two hours to clear the customs, rawr!

i went to KUKUP. okay... so it isn't the best place to go. i would say it is badly polluted. and got this crazy guy there (literally) keep asking me for money! the minute we reached there, we opened the door and WOW, the fish stench and everything came in.!

went down. had lunch. super a lot of flies. they didn't serve any meat at all, but they served two fishes -.- but the fish is very very fresh! the water tasted weird, maybe its a psychological effect, but anyway we ordered can drinks instead.

the hostel there is not bad. there's even a tv in the room! we booked the lounge, where the adults played mahjong and the kids K-boxed and played pool. (:

in the evening we had our dinner. its kind of a barbeque dinner with rice. we had freeflow of stingray, WHOO! :D shiok luh. after dinner we went to light fire crackers!

its damn loud, obviously. not exactly the best experience cause i was having headaches :/ but still, first time in my life i saw a real fire cracker REALLY burning. then we put fireworks! :D our fireworks is the nicest and the longest, cause we could afford more than the people there.

i shall put up a video! its really pretty (:
TURN OFF ALL MUSIC BEFORE WATCHING :D

this one is the uncle over there abit mad. light up the fireworks never inform us first. gave us a shock la.

these fireworks is another group of people light up one. (omg i cant phrase it properly).

the front 40 seconds very nice! i like it alot cause it looks like shooting stars, and it doesnt make so much noise :D

after that its just random fireworks. and then at the last part someone sounded the firecrackers!

these fireworks are put off by US! :DDDDDDDDD damn cool lah ours is like spammed. shoot shoot shoot shoot one. hahaha and its damn BIG too! PRETTY!

these fireworks remind me of chemistry lesson, miss tan taught us how come fireworks get their colors. LOL

i was standing behind the window watching the fire crackers, and with every BOOM, the window kind of shakes/trembles, something to a larger scale. quite scary, imagine if you're exposed to that kind of sounds for so long, you'll go deaf!

there were many different kinds of crackers. i hate the one that after you light up and throw, it goes BOOM! thats all -.- i didnt dare to light up any of them. after that i went back to the room, ate medicine and rested!

they have channel U there! :D so i watched some tv, had a dose of jacky wu's comedies, and watched my mahjong show. veh veh nice.

today we just chionged back to singapore. yes that sums up my journey.

thankgoodness tomorrow we dont have lessons. YAY. look fwd to the carnival!

2008-02-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

new year's day; i woke up at 12plus can :D went around visiting in the afternoon, the usuals.. then at night went to my aunt's house and played blackjack, HA! i think i was in luck so i won 15 bucks fm my dad heh heh heh.

i had flu that day lo. super irritating and made my nose feel very pain. that night when i reached home it was about 3am, and we had roti prata. its the best! just like that time bike hike, we ate roti prata and jalan kayu around that time too. yuppp and i slept around four.

today i woke up at 2pm. the cousins all at my house already lo -_- so i washed up and immediately went to play blackjack again, this time i won 10bucks from my dad again! lalala :D please la his money is hard to win ok..

doing our favorite jump -.-

aft that wenna became banker and made me lose money! but kor became banker and i won 5 bucks in the end, YAY.

just now in the night i went to visit my godparents house. i saw wynn! SHE'S DAMN CUTE! but i didnt take picture. she super alot of actions one.. super active, don't behave like a 3 year old. and she has a WII.. A WII!!!! wth i dont even have a game console of my own and she has a WII, tmd -_-

she kept asking me to play cooking mama. and she only likes the slicing vegetables part -_- for a moment i thought we were gonna play it on a DS lite, but turned out that she had the Wii. lucky girl.. i love her! :D

my neighbour sold their house to a developer already. everyday i go home from school, 80% of the times the house is pitch black. its damn scaary. so my aunty asked me to bring an alarm. i think i'm gonna bring the alarm that was initially to fend off ghim moh flashers. lol!

i'm watching drama with my sis! its so irritating. the only dramas that i've watched that are really nice are Meteor Garden I and wangzi bian qing wa :D

and tmr i'm going malaysia!

2008-02-07T08:44:00.000+08:00

i can SMELL the new year! :D

there are 2 atrociously huge plastic pineapples hung up in my living room, cause my mum wants the "旺来" you see. basically the house just looks so new-year. my room is looking excellent too (:

hope everyone has a good dinner tonight!
):

2008-02-05T17:01:00.000+08:00

why can't people just stay optimistic? am i abnormal.

anyway bio test is OVER :D the difficulty was manageable? i can probably get a pass, hahaha. i skipped PE to study the tb, i think im so dead. but the teacher probably will forget about it over the new year. yeahhh.

LA rocks, especially miss teng. lecture was spent watching another film. today's lessons were pretty typical (i.e. boring)

after thirdlang i was feeling so happy! cause we don't have to go to school tomorrow, :DDD thus i had dinner with yiling and jesmine at pastamania. damn i can still feel the pasta inside of me, quite an icky sensation. i shall never eat at pastamania. anyway i applaud jesmine for her huge appetite. she ate her own meal, AND finished up yiling and my leftovers. like wow,

but now my mood is going down down down. why cant you just tone down, stop walking and take a look at yourself in the mirror. and realise that the world does not revolve around just you. stop being selfish as you are. arghhhhh, it does not affect me at all, i seriously am not bothered.

but it does when you affect other people around me.

2008-02-03T18:01:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to do homework today, but i had to clean up the house! a.k.a 大扫除

i was cleaning the windows. but to be exact, i was cleaning the ones with the koi pond right outside. WHICH by the way means that there were dead beetles, dead flies and shit what not under the window panes area. and i had to dig them up. how's that!

in the process i cut my finger. luckily no shit got embedded inside or something. small cut luh. but now i'm having bad headaches ):

just now i was about to step into the kitchen, when i saw this freaking lizard on the floor. but my foot was already hovering over it and i'm like shouting OH MY GOD...; but fortunately my nerve impulses were quick enough to avoid stepping on it. LOL. then my mum was went what what what? i couldn't help laughing, but actually i was feeling super relieved!

then before that i went to the toilet, this lizard was acting dead on the wall behind the mop handle. think i cannot see! i was like scaring it but it didn't want to move. so i took the mr. muscle detergent thing to squirt it, but it still didnt move! when i was about to leave the toilet i saw it slide off the wall and there was a 'plop' sound on the ground, and im like LOL... couldn't find it on the floor so i left it alone.

they;re so irritating luh! can't they run away, rather than just stone there.

oh i remember smth! before friday's routine, the std 2s gathered outside my classroom, then when xunlin was at the door, they shouted: SGT XUNLIN!! and they start singing happy birthday song for her. so sweeeet right. mine would be after POP so i doubt they'll do the same :/ hahaha.

bleh its 2 AM! i shall go to sleep.

2008-02-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

for now i'm like 过一天，算一天 kind. i can't wait for new year, and march holidays! and any weekend that comes my way :D

and you realise in the blink of an eye, January is going to be over!

the whole world is studying physics test. except for 4B plus us 5 biology people. like yay? but we're not much better off, cause BIO test is on tuesday, and math common test is on monday. i guess it's just good luck to the triple science people.

& omg even jap CA is coming so soon.

"是人就说人话，
是鸟就说鸟话。
鸟话是脏话，脏话我不会说"
-quote from chinese lesson, lol.

ahh. i think its partly my fault that hoyee lost the Dactyl treasure chest in the form of an angbow of the goat year. that angbow had been passed down for 4 years now.. LOL. since sir weiquan's batch, following dickson, dunno who & who, and then hoyee.

on the angbow wrote, this fund was founded by weiquan on _day of _month of 2004, _hours _minutes _seconds. LOL too bad i didnt get to memorise the details ): so just like that, the angbow is GONE. the artefact that's been passed down for so many years, of much historical value -.-

i'm sorryyyy :/ hope you find it somewhere in your bag, ahaha!

nehneh got so much homework for the weekend lah.

With passion brings a familiar, bitter taste;
a bitter thought. a bitter feel. bitterly ):

2008-01-28T15:24:00.000+08:00

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
my feet have grown so much that i can't even fit a size 9. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR D:

i'm officially a BIG FOOT, & there's no way to fake it now..

now that i've walked 4 whole shopping malls and even the EXPO and i couldnt even find a pair that i liked.. A PAIR THAT FITTED that is!

so i'll just put on my flipflops for new year. ha-ha.

my stupid big spastic feet,

okay but on the other hand, i got another two tops & a jacket, i love them so much :D

AND i managed to finish homework. CHEERS!

i'm hooked to the main song, by taylor swift. i've been looping it ever since haha. thanks to hoyee (:

2008-01-27T08:43:00.000+08:00

i got my haircut already! :D

(removed picture LOL)

lalala no difference. eeyr i need to get started on those tonnes of homework waiting for me

i'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about,
& she's got everything that I have to live without;

2008-01-26T13:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday

omg miss teng is damn damn nice :D she let us watch a quite meaningful documentary. she thought it was boring but i think its cool! if you don't know, most of the stuff i watch on tv are simply documentaries. cause they are goooood. even though now i have learnt that they might not always be conveying the ultimate truth. its still cool to know about stuff no.

on school days i barely touch the television! caused i need sleep.

during ace we had to do some debate on which trend was the most dire trend that would be the most important or what. i say GLOBAL WARMING. or technology actually. the rest included terrorism, democratism, immigration/migration, north-south divide, pandemics, economic thingy etc. but i guess they're all interlinked!

ANDDDD at the school foyer they display about our overseas trips, then they put on my last year japan trip. then one of the quotes was from my reflections, on the going to hot springs that part, ohmygod. XD funny funny.

yesterday after jap, there was a weird guy on the train! eeeek i hope i can go japan during march! :/ pleaseplease. must ask papa to sponsor hahaha.

today

did chemistry practical. had geog lessons. blahblah. sort of decided some things about our class tees.

routineeeee! sigh was a little disappointed, cause 2 cadets forgot to bring boots. this is like the number what training and still can forget. but thats trivial, the thing was that it was the last training for those going SMC 1 and yet they had a school excursion. zzz ):

taught them slowmarch for footdrill, then not long later had to rush off for campfire meeting.

the teacher is like so cute, DOKAY, okay.. DOKAY, dokay......................... lol. then yes settled on quite some matters and issues, guess we're gonna get even busier pretty soon..

kaiming calls candice a womanizer. LOL!

aft training, went to GMM to have dinner.. & then walked to the mrt. after crossing the road, there was this long long pathway luh leading to the mrt.. and kiankok almost got tripped by the potholes in the pavement. then km was like, there are only TWO holes in this whole pavement and you have to trip..

we were laughing at him, walking, and suddenly from behind, simin screams. she got tripped by the pothole. -_-''' then wah wah we were doing practicals by the road side, helping her to clean wound and etc..

went to the mrt, and then got first aid supplies to bandage leesimin's knee up. anyway simin was like taking photos all the way -_-

why are the potholes there anyway?! they did the pavements but left 2 holes to trip people. cause previously there was a signboard there.

omg i can stuff the school badge into my dimple and it stays there. i got violated today, verbally, HAHA.

yay, tomorrow no need to go kayaking course. cause mum thinks its unsafe. but thats good too, saves 2 of my saturdays but i wont get a kayaking badge. but i got like so much homework! T-T oh oh mrs hong says my handwriting is neat :D

blah, i left my drillboots on the train, and had to make daphne bring it home for me D: sorry!

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight;

2008-01-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

my angel gave me orange biscuits today! whoever it is, THANKYOU! :DDDD

i'm like damnnnn confused! they all keep messing up my angel's identity! ;D so nevermind i shall stop guessing. wait until the day of release of results lol.

actually i bought chocolates for lilaoshi & intended to give today, then SOMEONE ate it lor. walao, must be one of the two sisters right (:

after school cabbed down to bugis with the other 4. ate lunch at teenage cafe, not bad luh but quite costly! xingzi came! :D yijie & i had baked rice. aft that we started shoppinggg.

ohmy gosh i think i am OLD.. seriously. eh my mum says i'm a boring person because i ALMOST NEVER wear bright colors except yellow. other than that its black, white, gray, brown.... and then i forgot to bring home my glasses today.

i'm bliiiind!!!! o.o argh no glasses just makes me sleepy and i have so much homework to handin :/

and why does my foot size have to be so bloody big? ): they don't even have size 40 ))): or 8. sometimes i may need a 9! what a sad life...

so i ended up buying nuts and only ophilia bought something can hahaha. she bought a top and heels. (:

shopping for shoes with them is so not conducive! should shop with my mum. she can decide for me better eheheh :D

SLEEPY.

2008-01-23T14:20:00.000+08:00

i lost my wallet! almost. but must really thank the nice drink stall uncle who picked up for me. apparently he recognised my face! WHOO. if i lost my wallet, my week allowance, i/c, AFA cert would all be gone too can.

after third lang, went to singpost and shopped for some clothes. the tops are all quite ugly. so i only got 2 cheap bottoms, eh heh heh :D

i think i might not be moving house anytime soon.! not sure if that's a good thing. actually i was quite excited about moving. but seems like i have to stay here for about a year or so more before moving awayyy to the new house! yay yay yay. but its like so far away fm simin, 3 lanes! ):

then my mum was like, now you all live so near also never go each other's house.. lol!

eh! i feel like trying to apply for japan immersion, hamamatsu trip! just hope i can get through the interviews. ): 3 weeeeks! even if i don't get it its okay, i probably don't want to go for any other trip in june cause i already have a BSP trip. unless some interesting trip pops up! :D

2008-01-22T13:00:00.000+08:00

that's not the point!

today only went home with kaiming cause the rest had to go HQ for promotion interviews. then this guaibei old man came to tell us weird stuff. something like us dunmanhigh students are being pushed around and should voice out, cause we keep shifting campus.

so we tried to explain we're not that unhappy, but he kept saying that's not the point! well.. what is the point?!

chinese test was a breeze :D and BSP was interesting, i like the teacher. luckily i didn't quit aye.

our class' playing angel&mortal again for valentine's, and i must say i'm the damn luckiest person in the class (: i can't wait for new year luh.

2008-01-21T03:40:00.000+08:00

the houseboards are UP! YAY. please please if you got any photos to donate, OR if you want YOUR photo to be on the benedictus board, then just slip it in the slot (: (: (:

saturday training was consolidation dayyyy. so yes recapped and confirmed many stuff. and i'm quite happy! i'm still in SMC 2, but some of them from my smc are gone.. ): but its not like they're going gone so its okay i guess.. but the downside is that i'll really really miss them!

went to bugis today for some shopping. damn shopped the whole afternoon and only ended up with 2 tops. blah! it was really crowded, and i met xingzi and some school people!

eww another school week coming upppp. actually my homework is manageable! (:

2008-01-18T14:38:00.000+08:00

HEY. the houseboard's been done! :D feels so so accomplished. many thanks to chanel (who stayed with me till 6 plus in school!), simin and candice! (: maybe kiankok for moral support. HAHA.

jap lessons have also been alright. ashley successfully transferred into our class, good for him haha. ono (OHNO!) sensei is so kindddddd she let us leave our thickthick workbooks in the classroom. so no need to carry that much!

MMM sometimes biology lessons can get really hilariousssss.

WHEREAS lessons with form teacher superly irritates me. that emo momo. she even got us a penpal -.- shes always talking about her 大道理, though of which some does make some sense. she always accuses us of not being what we are supposed to be. but not like she knows us that well right! and she;s super MOODY, one moment laughing like siao another moment screaming her head off.

the other school lessons are not that bad. miss pear is really nice did i mention.? at first i was quite keen on the biology and geography trip. but after misspear presented the powerpoint to us, i changed my mind. ehh, looks quite boring. studying inanimate things, like sian...

ohmygosh i sure hope huangjinlu has a happy ending. please!

actually had alot to post but i cant remember now. zzzz. i've been dreaming about my dog. feel so sad ):

essays worksheets and projects;

sigh. school just seems to get busier and busier.... i dont even feel like smiling these days

2008-01-13T11:56:00.000+08:00

gosh, i almost lost my dogs for good. thank goodness i was at home ><'' papa wanted to give kiko away to a relative, then they came over to see the kiko today. i just kept crying and saw them carry her away cause i thought i couldnt do anything about it.

then kiko ran back into the house! then i decided to do what i had to i told them to go away and pushed my dad away hahaha. well, may have been a little impolite but who cares, SHE'S MINE, i'm not letting anyone have her. looks like my tears served their purpose, for now at least.

he says we'd have to give her away in the end when we move, cause there wouldnt be space. but i dont care kay, even if it means sharing rooms i will keep her. YES :D

yesterday was YUJIE'S BIRTHDAY! :D

we went to kbox marina to celebrate! smuggled yoshinoya inside & were like so scared the staff would find out. but the staff there was damn nice! this girl when she came in the room and saw us with the food, she paused for a while and we were like stoned for a moment. then she was like: want any drinks? :D

LOL. so she totally ignored that we did that illegal thing. when the manager walked past she even blocked the door for us! SO NICE

we bought a cake for yujie (: xingzi also came hahah. yup so just sing and sing. after that eli ashley yijie me stayed alittle longer to have dinner at the foodcourt!

yujie cutting cake!
ashley yujie

yijie yujie

the 三大美女 know :D
group picture!

2008-01-11T13:13:00.000+08:00

i was expecting a super feminine teacher for LA but it turned out to be not what i expected, HAHAH! okay lah she's quite funny looking. but just cause she's out of the norm doesn't mean she's abnormal i guess. she's quite nice ((: but i think i said smth mean about her today~ D:

then our ACE teacher turned out to be totally rocking! :D initially wanted to do homework during the lesson, but he was too interesting to ignore, hahaha. government teaches us how to get hitched, l.a.w.l.z..

i'm so gonna die for jap O' levels. ehsakubun is killinggggg! cunningly tricking and requires wide vocabulary, grah?

so happy, week 2 is almost overrrrr!. soon enough there'll be this acid bases salts test and QA. thought i could just throw them away this year lor. wahji..

everytime i think of the pair of lesbos we saw on the mrt (not that we had a choice) after the squad dinner, my stomach turns inside out.

edit:
oh my god i just saw this email & gave me this link,
http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/Prefs.asp?video=fur_farm

i teaaared. please please don't buy fur products! ):

2008-01-10T11:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday, chiong down to bugis from third lang for squad farewell dinner sort of, for sir kinkeong and sir dickson :D ah time really flies, and i mean, FLIES. their going for NS soon. haha.

anyway just eat eat and started spamming pictures and making a lot of noise. that candice opened a shop that sold corn. shop name is called CORNY CANDICE, so please support her!

HAHA. oh i think that school lessons are really not that bad at all, for now! & the LT is a condusive environment to study, really. i stayed back for almost 2hours today to study!

*clap clap* pat my back can! wednesday shall be 'study day', or otherwise, mugging/knowledge concentration day or something.

i dont understand what my jap teacher is teaching sometimes. and she ask chimchim questions, you know, like i dont have time to analyse the sentence LOL. but thankfully got people around me to help, :DD otherwise i can just go & die.

i've decided to quit BSP!

2008-01-08T14:07:00.000+08:00

orientation's finally over! :D

trip back home was very funny! love my SMC 2 peeps,

went around to stick up the posters already. after i went out of the house i realised i was wearing a shirt with a dog print on it. damn, people must be thinking i'm mourning and i miss my dog like crazy or something. which i probably am, no?

but not to that extent lah. maybe i subconsciously felt like wearing that shirt. -.- whole time i was trying to cover up my front hahaha. notbad lah some people noticed the notice.. some showed concern too, yup what a relief! damn tired. walked afew lorongs, plus the stretch from stpats to kembangan mrt.

awwwwwwwwwwww schedule's starting to get packed ):

2008-01-03T13:06:00.000+08:00

first day of school!

briefings, briefings and more briefingzzzz! but the day started out quite nicely. everything's back to normal in my life, haha. our classroom's in the LT, not bad but cold. great seating, but then teacher says must sit according to register, eeyer!

anyway new form teacher, is a little eccentric. but she's nice lah i guess. she indirectly insulted me, LOL -.- but she's quite zi high kind, should be quite nice.

yujie gave me panda keychain! damn cute, love it alot. thanks yujie! (((: an addition to my favorites, i.e the tsunade one :DDDDD

i'm addicted to the handphone game. build city one!

third lang starts tomorrow. like -_-'''

2008-01-02T17:16:00.000+08:00

argh i cant get to sleep so i'm here for a post before i go to school later!

today afternoon helped out graceong with her shoots. we acted as applauding and kiasu guests wanting to snatch plasters. was there with xunlin, simin and candice. mdm yuchen was also there to help! :D

first xunlin came to my house. then simin. xunlin is call then come inside my house. simin is come inside my house already then call, LOL :DDD then candice came. we changed out and then went to the park to meet the crew luh.

candice, you good ah. rather go with somebody also dont go with me right. ill remember this! but nyehnyeh poopoo i bought my shoes already!!! HAHA!

its like 4 days ago i saw that pair of shoes, pink&grey one. since that day i've been searching all places for shoes but all the shoes i saw turned me off because the pink&grey shoe is like stuck in my head. so today i went back to buy, YAY.

my horoscope says i should listen to my heart, so i bought it. HAHA! so happy.

to dajie; thanks for driving me there & back, accompanying me to buy and paying for it first LOL :D (unlike somebody called candice!) and no need service charge la hor! :D

he's so funny

"papa, 零用钱, oh 还有买鞋子的钱!"
"多少钱?"
"one five zero! :D"
"什么?!!!? *punch me* 买这么贵的鞋子!"
"哪里! 可以穿一年leh!"
"一年?! 150 应该穿十年ah!!"
"... -.-"

2008-01-01T16:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

i seriously. okay i'm somewhere neutral i guess. like, indifferent..

for one, i got a new phone! WHEE. its white color. lalalalala.

for two, MIKO IS MISSING! like. someone didnt close the gates last night, so she ran off. kiko was just sitting at the front gates. i think she was contemplating whether to find miko or not..

kiko looked so poor thing, she didnt run up to me excitedly. she looked really lonely. but now she's better already. i searched the whole park connector up till st. pats! ))): but its like, how am i supposed to know if she would turn into which lorong, and how am i supposed to know if she went in the park direction? RAH!

i sure hope miko would find her way back here, and i hope she's not starving ): is this counted as a new year resolution?

grahz anyway i'm quite helpless now.

happy 2008, right.

2007-12-29T15:18:00.000+08:00

lol my eyelids are twitching like mad. must faster go sleep.

2 days ago was class chalet. reached there early, so we played cards and all. when everyone was there, we exchanged our gifts. thankyou beiqin for the cute piggybank :D & thanks xunlin for the amaaazing tsunade! loveloves its alot :D

at night somebody complained that we were too noisy, so we had to turn off everything then they started to tell ghost stories lah. but they weren't that scary. if i really saw one, i really wont know what to do. like probably close my eyes or scream.

but my cousin says if we see one, we should just faster go find other people and walk away. never turn back to look and never scream. yuuuup

i suppose i slept the earliest. HAHA.

the next day we woke up, went have breakfast & went seperate ways. rah, went home to grab my stuff & came all the way back to downtown for family chalet!

it was at aranda, super nice place. and is it our school CO was having chalet there too? i'm not too sure, i saw quite some people from our school but dont know if they're CO people!

but the room floor super dusty kind. called for room service 3 times then they come and mop lor. cause we never tell them room number, walao. hmm the adults rented mahjong -.- so so, barbeque and stuff.. kenneth and i started the fire! :DD

the aunties cook food for themselves first!

the blackies! :Dlittle kids in their own worlds. rinoa likes to play with barbie dolls and their house. i used to play with those!

justin!the real devil and the fake angel. ohmygod this picture is damn FUNNY. look at willow's sinister teeth! LOLLL classic canthe adults went home, then we just playplay & try to take pictures HAHA. then talk about the ghost stuff. willow might need to go back malaysia to serve the army! oh my god lah, and its like quite scary, 6 months with the P word (ponti....) like so scary! i think she should just pay the fine of 5000RM also better than stay there 6 months!

again i suppose i slept the earliest? hey damn tiring one okay. LOL. anyway justin and rinoa were damn high i dont know why. okay now for the lots of pictures!

melvin and jo
joanne and i

rinoa with 2 plaits. so cute!
oh my gosh these people are perverse!
this person emo-ing i think :D

this morning, we woke up! i woke the 2nd latest, jojo last haha! :D then we went to have breakfast... actually wanted to go wildwildwet but we didnt have swimming costumes, so we went to escape.

like i'm not surpriseddd alot of rides were closed. -.- its a super lame place lah. i played the carnival games, then i won a doggy! :D the rides were pretty much typical and boring. i didnt even go on the go-karts or the viking ship or the rainbow or the inverter can.

can you imagine? ... BUT! rinoa is damn damn braaaave. i sat on wet and wild with her she;s like not scared at all. so amusing. and then justin was damn scared of everything. ever since we've been to escape he looks veh stiff and tired LOL.

lastly we went to white sands and had nice dinner, & HOME!

2007-12-27T07:09:00.000+08:00

christmas day itself was totally b-o-r-i-n-g until like nowhere. ): its like, the minute i woke up at about 3, i went over with my parents to aunty linda's house.

her house was okay. thank goodness there was a dog! angel is so so cute, but it reminds me of fio ): anyway her house got lots of good food to eat also so i guess it was okay. got nice fruit salad, and the food lah whatever. most of the time i was just reading magazines or watching tv.

at night after dinner at her place, mum sent me home, jo rinoa and teng were over. aft that they all left, rinoa and jo stayed over :D rinoa is SO CUTE! LOL. then i helped jo straighten her hair. actually more of dajie haha.

yes yes. that's how my christmas went... so sad right. but the pre-christmas and post-christmas should brighten up, i hope! :D i want picturesssssssss

2007-12-25T14:45:00.000+08:00

christmas eve!

went to ophilia's house to do the chinese project. we finished i think, one quarters of it :D damnit. but ophilia's dad was of a little help haha!

anyway after the project i went to orchard to meet the cousins. walao, needless to say it was damn crowded.

woohoo lets all sqeeze and form a crowd...

it became too crowded so we decided to go down to plaza sing. had dinner at ThaiExpress!
US :D

i dont have much of a liking for thai food, so i ordered something really normal like honey chicken rice. the curry was really spicy so i didnt put that haha.

kenneth & jet

steph and i

2007-12-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

just came back from jnco yesterday! took a shower and intended to plop right into bed! BUT, i didnt bathe and i took a nap, oops. then woke up, showered, and then cousins came over (:

WHEE. i cant rmb what we did. just watch tv, took pictures, eat dinner, play mahjong etc. felt quite lethargic and my eyes were kinda swollen so i put ice. hmm? today i woke up at noon, we all just hung out together lah. had cup noodles for dinner HAHA. then they just went home.

hmm, i didnt think id get muscle aches from jnco eh, but i did. i could describe the camp with a few words i guess. "sleep-deprived", "stress".. dont know what else.

sleep-deprived, it explains itself. like every night, at least one group would be up planning and preparing something. sometimes had to do the banner, some had to do video, the rest helped out or fell asleep. one night eli and i were so tired we slept while sitting down in the briefing room. apparantly both our mouths were gaping WIDE and people who came in all saw, damnnit XD they probably took a picture or something

for activations, seriously as much as you didnt want to sleep, you would just drift away while waiting for somebody to save you. one minute your waiting, another minute your up on a stretcher lah. one time i was asked to lie on the locker and i just fell asleep. but lying on the floor like that gives people backpain/ hip pain/ itchyness/ cold. i think i have lie on the floor at least 4 hours for the whole camp :D

stress as in sometimes our plans dont go our way. the time schedule could get really tight or screwed, but thankfully we have each other to help out. example campfire, after pain-stakingly setting up the campfire (kiankok stacking up firewood meticulously, people moving 24 canteen benches, setting up the projector screens and stuff) it started to rain.... so things could really get quite frustrating at times.

another time was for std1 camp when time was real tight, eli was getting the stress symptoms and refused to eat! i feel it when sometimes people cant find their logistics, or when i see the SJ room in an utter mess, or when people think my job hasnt been done well..

as for me, bulk of the time eli justin eve xunlin and i would be at std one camp. i think i enjoy spending time with them (most of the times :D) its like their little kids to me. always complaining, endless things to talk, and full of energy (: like going through the activities with them, eating with them, talking to them and stuff.

one thing was that we had to sacrifice having meals with our squad to have it with the std 1s, who usually like eat finish before we do, and after that have to rush off to another place again?

for standard ones. im really glaaaad they learnt something from the camp! glad that they got to brush up on their first aid and footdrill, got to get to know each other better, got to know us better in fact. but just a small though of mine, i thought they could have learnt more from the camp instead of just having fun all the time. yeah :D

BUT. i guess they should have some fun of theirs too. field cooking was quite fun! :D though we couldnt start a fire. im impressedddd by people who can make things work. sir weichee could start a good fire. but its all about the twigs luh, in the end we used fire starters! lol

even though the campfire was switched to contigencyplan and moved up to the hall with the fake fire and everything, it still turned out fine. i even thought it was more cosy up there. had fun singing and dancing & stuff with people sitting around HAHA.

oh oh. as for us people in the std one camp group, we really need to thank the standard fours and mdm pearl ning for their support! esp the std4s, always there to lend us a helping hand.. we really would have done very badly without them. thankyou!

but overall-y, camp was a rather good experience. i guess ((: even though we went through much..

anyway christmas is kind of here so sudden. i'm not really in the christmas mood. look forward to class and family gatherings though! :D :D

walao! during camp i was like singing with yi'an the "sai kang workers" song HAHAH. damn hilarious la. sigh, there i'm a sai kang worker, at home all the sai kang things also i do one. SO SAD